Caroline's Livejournal :D

2009-04-12T21:03:00.001+08:00

(God, it's hard to leave this space, its been around for about a year!)
I've moved!
http://caroarlinaa.livejournal.com
See ya around! :D

2009-04-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

People are awesome.

Yesterday, i got too carried away with erm...something (can't really remember what), so i tripped and almost fell on the floor. It caused me my pretty sandals instead of a broken toe D: The strap of my sandals came off and i couldn't walk on it anymore. I got so desperate, i didn't know what to do so i resorted to the very extreme measure; walk barefoot.

And so i walked barefooted from City Hall station to Raffles City! Omg, i am so awesome.

Me: "Omg, this is so embarrassing!"
Justine: Takes off shoes.
Me: "Why? your shoes hurting you?"
Justine: "Nope. Just thought you needed company."

Justine FTW! I think she's probably one of my friends who wouldn't mind doing crazy things in public. Oh yeah! I might moving to another blog host. Porbably back to Lj. I've created a new account and i'm still updating my profile and stylesheets. Will get it done asap and i'll post the new link someday soon!

Happy Easter Weekend!

2009-04-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating. Been busy these days cos of extra lessons and omg homework! I'm so sick of homework already but god, like i have any other choice!! Sometimes, Math lessons with Mr Melvin Lim can be demoralising. Especially when he goes super duper fast. C'mon man, i'm not as smart as the TWO PEOPLE WHO SITS IN FRONT AND BEHIND OF ME!!!!

This is what i face for every common test and mock exam;

Me: "Have you studied?"
Mate: "NO! I didn't even manage to touch my notes!"

Days later when results came in...
Me: "WHAT?! YOU GOT A FRIGGIN' A?!?!"

And i barely even pass! SIGH. Good luck to me in 2009. I'd probably need it. I'm not sure if my mom thinks college is a good way to go. Maybe i should try begging. I don't intend to stay here any longer, omg Caroline, TAHAN!!!!

-
Chun Zhi: "Eh, i heard your grandpa is japanese?"
Me: "Yeah."
Cz: "Omg, did your grandpa raped your grandma?"
Me: -.- "Maybe....."

I don't know what the heck CZ was thinking. Lol. Maybe i should try asking my mom more about my grandpa. I never get to see my grandpa before, since he passed away at a young age. I always had this feeling that Vera's grandpa resembled my grandpa, since they're both japanese.

For the past few months, i've learnt that before, i hated E31, but now, i'm starting to like E41. People just seemed friendlier.

2009-03-30T17:49:00.003+08:00

So we went for Earth hour two days ago and it was great. I love their performances but we didn't manage to catch a glimpse of the candlelight picnics. Honestly speaking, turning off the lights for an hour in Singapore made no difference if it was on or not because the place was relatively bright. I don't think people came to raise awareness, but maybe, for the live band. They were good!

That was half-time with the band. I got soooo excited when they sang the Discovery Channel theme song! "Boom-de-yada", which i knew the lyrics by hard and i was the only one singing along with band.

Yeap, that's pretty much it. Life's been boring these days. But there are common tests to look forward to (ironic much?) cos there won't be any lessons with any teachers. Oh, that reminds me, i'm trying to run away from Miss Peh cos i owe her homework. But i guess she would have already found out, and i'm not ready to write 100 lines of "I love your lessons :)"!

2009-03-27T16:44:00.003+08:00

Was supposed to head down to Vivo for shopping but Varshini bailed on me :( Change of plans, i'll be heading down to borders later and yay to paperchase! :D Loooove paperchase, for some reasons i can't explain. Farah said that they have this giganormous paperchase outlet at Waterloo. Makes me wanna fly over to find out!!! Anyway, i just checked SouthBank and i saw this guy who really, really, really, R-E-A-L-L-Y looked like Leslie! Bahaha, Cindy you should check it out!

I never thought that persuading my mom to approve my college application was harder than ever! Every decisions made is important and i really don't wanna screw up. I don't want to think that whatever decisions i've made would be a huge mistake and i'd regret them. Although going to college is expensive, i still think it's a good way to go (in sooo many ways). Plus, there's an economic crisis going on so currencies are spiraling down, right? But then again, it's the sum that my mom needs to fork out. Weighing out the pros and cons of staying and leaving is 50-50, so i really don't know what to think now.

That aside, i won't be going for service tomorrow (haha) cos of Earth Hour!!! Won't miss a thing on this special event! There'll be candle lights and i loooove candle lights! :D Reminds me of Sydney, like heck, duh!

2009-03-26T16:26:00.003+08:00

Checked out Bellerbys and saw so many achievements especially from the Chinese students. Aye, can never be as hardworking and smart as them. Then as i scrolled down, i saw a few names and they were tagged with "INDONESIA" and i felt this sudden gush of pride within me. Haha, totally irrelevant and ridiculous.

I seriously don't get smart people. I mean, how do they even get so....smart?

2009-03-25T17:57:00.002+08:00

Chinese oral was okay. I tried to crap about everything but i couldn't cos i didn't know the chinese words to my sentences. Haha, i totally screwed up my conversation. Fingers crossed, i hope i pass! So i was running late for school this morning and i took a cab down and found a phone on the passenger seat! But, as anyone wouldn't have expected, i actually called the owner and decided to meet her later during the day. Showed around my "new" phone to my friends in class and Varshini and Raymond invaded her privacy! We found pictures and messages of....uh-oh...nevermind. We found out later that she is an English teacher from River Valley High.

I hope she doesn't call the school to say something about today. Don't wanna have another scene of Mdm Neo bragging about how Newtowners can do good things to the society.

Anyway, i figured out that one day of usher training could be good to ward off flyers simply by erm...redistributing them out....

At expo hall last week
Boy: Hi, *pushes flyer into my hands*, check out our new promotion at the food fest, hall 6! Don't wanna miss it!
Me: -.- *walks ten steps away from boy* HI! *pushes flyers into Yiling's hands* Check out our sotong ball promotion at the food fest, hall 6! YA DON'T WANNA MISS IT :DD
Yiling: *stares at flyer* EH! I don't want it, take it back!!

Lynn and the girls in my class call me by Carolynn just to remind me of Mr Chan. I used to find it annoying but i'm okay with it now. Can't really blame someone for mispronouncing my name, right?

See, in life, there are always things that are far more important than anything science-related. I hope my science teacher would ultimately see this too.

2009-03-22T17:19:00.002+08:00

We won dodgeball on Saturday! :D Claimed championship and received free hampers. Ha, love dodgeball, suck at captain's ball. I realise basketballers cannot play any dodgeball because they were trained to catch balls, not dodge away from them, lawl.

Did CIP hours today at St James and saw Patrick and Sylvester Sim perform. This is a weird cip activity because we get to literally be inside a club rather than be somewhere else doing some community cleaning.

School starts tomorrow. "Boy, oh, boy! I'm so excited!"
Ya know, i kinda miss home.

I'll be outta here as soon as i can.

2009-03-20T01:31:00.004+08:00

Can't believe i actually started doing my homework. Though it's kinda late to do so, but still, i'm actually doing it O.O Which is quite abnormal because quoted from Cindy, "You're an abnormal person. You're just abnormal when you do normal things like homework". Gf ftw.

Thought this would be a great inside joke between me and who else but my mee pok friend. I ran out of Jelly bellies and i think i'm gonna get some this Sat. Has anyone watched nigahiga? Omg, i think Ryan is super cool. And Fred was on iCarly last Monday! Not that i'm a big fan of iCarly, but Fred was on iCarly! It was weird hearing his real voice on the net. He sounded more of Lucas...and less of...Fred. Wasn't that the whole point? Okay, i'm not talking sense at all, i'm turning in now, brain's disfunctioning, goodnitez!

2009-03-16T11:28:00.002+08:00

I'm slowly becoming like my grandma already. Omg, i cannot stand up straight and walk properly, not since yesterday's Sports Fest. We got completely trashed by the netballers from Sengkang secondary (waddaya expect, their netballers), and my predictions were right! We really did get trashed! Haha, i am that pessimistic, but on a brighter note, we won one match and dodgeball against Sher's team. It was so funny seeing other people who have no experience in playing dodgeball play that game. I remembered one team which were out of balls and their opponents were charging after them with balls and they formed one line behind this big guy to hide away from the random throws. It was so funny, i had stitches! I was supposed to be on duty, taking pictures and stuff during my break time, but i went over to the other side of the court to play more dodgeball! :D I love dodgeball!

And then it suddenly poured so we had to stop the games. Continuation of yesterday's games next week! :D I'm so freaking excited though we're not gonna win any championship or whatever, but at least the guys could cos they keep trashing people on soccer! Made our way down to Tampines Mall for dinner and caught "Race to Witch Mountain", which by the way, is the type of movies that appeals to kids aged 8-10 and people like Kiat Guan. Haha, kidding! I kinda disliked the movie though, never liked anything that involves aliens.

Made our loooooonnggg way home after that and when i saw myself in the mirror, i was so shocked because i was as red as an overcooked prawn. >:/

2009-03-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

It's past midnight and i'm still not asleep although i should be sleeping right now. Not that i don't want to sleep, i just can't. I don't know why but lately, i've been having weird sleeping patterns. There were days when i completely fainted on my bed at 8pm and skipped dinner and only woke up the next morning at 6am, just in time for school. And there were days when i would turn in at about 10, only to find myself wide awake at about 3am in the morning, and i just couldn't fall back to sleep and so i got extremely sleepy in school. Aye, i don't even think drinking milk at night with a cookie and then popping sleeping pills would do the trick. I.just.Cannot.Sleep.

Can't blame myself though, i've been like this before when i was 12. Any significance? Yes! It only happens when i'm in my graduating year. Weird. I remembered how i used to be so extremely stressed up over PSLE and now, looking back, what a peeza cake it was. But now, O levels! And i know it's only March and i'm not panicking, really i'm not. It's just...my sleeping patterns, oh gosh.

Anyways, quick update. School holidays just started but it'll end soon before you know it. Plus, i wouldn't count this coming week's holiday a holiday because everyday my schedule is so packed with.....SCHOOL! Haha, what the heck. Oh, i heard there's a party going at zouk later tonight. I don't know if Cin's going. I'd like to. I've never been to a club before and i feel like trying. Plus, the party's an underage party so i'm still legal to enter anyway :D

Later at 11 am, there'll be a captain's ball match. I REALLY DO HOPE WE WON'T GET TRASHED! *note, i didn't type "win", cos seriously, what are the chances of winning when you have Alfreda and Daniel lim as your opponent?*

Probably a fraction of a million.

2009-03-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

I'm not struggling in a fight for something.
It's just that i've given up on my truth because people choose not to believe.
So, why bother?

It used to be what ever friend could count on.
Now i just don't know what it is.

2009-03-11T17:24:00.003+08:00

School's been draining me. I feel so tired each day and when it comes to the end of the day, all i could ever think about is my bed and me getting some sleep! School holidays are coming. I don't know if i'm happy about it because school holidays don't seem like a holiday to me anymore. Not that i'm graduating soon and the amount of homework given to all of us is like, zomg O.O

Like what Mr Chan promised last year, the work load comes in "fast and furious".
And i have lessons next week! Nothing to embrace about the holidays! >:{

2009-03-01T12:47:00.002+08:00

I feel like removing my tagboard away. I had intentions to switch to haloscan and twittering, but nah. I think i'm going to remove it completely. And oh ya, i've also considered to change my link, or switch into a private blog but maybe not cos i kinda like my url a lot.

Anyway, pictures that i owe;

Sentosa pictures.

Please poop on Peng. Haha. Kidding.

Cool ey?

A bit trying too hard!

I think Kiat Guan and Terence make the best feat.

More pictures on facebook. I've still got more and more pictures to upload! Omg, you guys wouldn't have guessed that it took me two solid hours to do all this uploading!

2009-02-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

We had zone meeting today and i was pretty glad that i was in charge of photography. Substitute of Sen Min. I know i'm not as good as him, but i was still glad of what i did today. I can't believe i walked around the whole auditorium to snap pictures of random people, haha. It was really a great opportunity and i really, really prefer doing this to ushering! I hope it's not too late to change ministry but what the heck, i've already went for the tutorial so i guess there's no turning back! thing about ushering is that i love chasing people inside the hall and giving out brochures or notices and challenge others.

No history lesson tomorrow, something to rejoice. But on a down side, english courses starts at 8am at tampines and omg it's so far away!

2009-02-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

I just got back home from school and it's cold and raining outside. The weather reminds me so much of London :{ Cold and wet. I wonder when would be the next time i'm going back there again. London's pretty awesome. Like, you can take "public train transportation"(eurostar) to Paris in app. 3 hours. Gah. And Belgian waffles from Belgium >:{ Oh yeah, that reminds me, i haven't upload all of my eurotrip pictures.

But anyway, emerge was on last night and the theme was "school uniform". I turned up with, what else but my smurfs attire. Seeing other people with uniforms was so funny, i self-entertained myself just by seeing those people on queue while i waited for the rest to come. Almost everyone who turned up were in uniforms. Which made them looked kinda "forced". You can actually tell if a person wearing a school uniform was actually from that school or not, just by looking at their outlook appearance. For example, a university/poly student with dyed hair and piercings with SAJC uniform is like "mere mockery" to the school. Hahaha.

I wonder what would happen if anyone with piercings and coloured hair wore the ntss school uniform and get caught by Mdm Neo at Jurong West.

Very predictable:
"You are the AMBASSADOR of the school and this is how you represent the school?!"

OH YA I ALMOST FORGOT. Huge fight between Mr Melvin Lim and Mr Chan last thursday. Mdm Neo was somehow (and irrelevantly in a sense) involved. I never realised e41 was so important until that day. And since then, i truly believe by the saying "rumours spread like wildfire", because somehow, my class is apparently the most talked about topic in ever conversation among the sec3s.

E41 is actually not worth of my time. And i truly dare say that my biggest regret was to choose option number 1 in secondary 2 streaming.

2009-02-16T14:10:00.002+08:00

Pictures i owe. This was taken about a few weeks ago. Was it a few weeks ago? I can't remember. But it was when Vera came over to my house at night and we started goofing around with photo booth. Anyway, i just got jabbed yesterday and it was surprisingly...not painful. School's been pretty daunting. It's like, no matter how many good things i imagine about school, it's always the negativity that overwhelmed the good things. I feel so compelled i don't feel like studying ughhh!

Before i rant some more...

OMG V! REMEMBER WE USED TO LAUGH SO HARD WHEN WE SAW THE PICT! HAH! :D

Oh yeah, did anyone find out that my band2 history teacher was featured on Cleo magazine? Omg, i can't believe i actually bought that magazine just to see her two page feature!

I

CAN'T

WAIT

FOR THE WEEKENDS!

No one actually dare to do crazy, hysterical, extreme fun(yet embarrassing) stuff with me other than you.
LUV YA BESTIE :D

2009-02-15T10:47:00.003+08:00

Sorry i haven't been blogging! God, it was a busy week. And the next week would probably be the same too! Weekends are supposed to be rest days for me, but not anymore since i've got soooo many papers next week. ALL IN ONE WEEK! Don't think i can survive at this rate the school's going. Plus, it's only February and i feel like crap already!

But then, i can still wait for the next weekend, which i'd think it'll be more awesome than today. There's gonna be emerge on Friday and the theme is "school uniform". I don't even think i'd dare the go for the event in my ntss blouse, lol. I might borrow someone else's school u.

Kayz, back to math! :D

(p.s i know i kinda owe a lot of people some, maybe a lot, of pictures. so sorry for the delay. i'll get it done asap!)

2009-02-10T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hello E41, check this out!

"Hi! I'm on MC tomorrow so whatever homework you OWE me, be it news article review to be pasted in your journal, Nan Hua Compre(with qn paper), Queenstown Compre(with qn paper), news article journal book, place all inside the news article box in class first thing in the morning before the box is taken to the staff room. Eternal thanks for following simple instructions that should have been done long ago and eternal scoldings and I'll pulverise you if you think you can get away with it. Miss Caroline Chan."

I did my homework!

2009-02-10T15:48:00.003+08:00

I miss my secondary 2 days when streaming was like, the biggest thing everyone had to do.
But then it ended just as fast as it started! D: And 'fore we know it, we're already streamed to secondary 3. Then now we're in year 4. It's so different now. Honestly speaking, making fun of our classmates with Cheryl Goh is waaay better than mimicking and playing around with Chan.

I am so sad.

And back then, homework was like, "peezaaa cake". And now! Urghhhh. I can still remember all of my classmates. So vividly, i can name all 40 of them now. But nevermind. Mmm, i can still recall Melvin helping me with math and me helping him with biology. AHH! HAHA, and we used to talk about other people and bitch about other people inside/outside class, awww. Thanks Melvin, for the tips on factorisation and expansion, cos without it, i wouldn't be taking amath as a subject. Oh Katherine (!), remember we used to kidnap Marcus in the middle of the night on his birthday and completely hijacked him with your make up! HAHAHAHAHAH! And then he tried to run away to the nearest bus stop but realised that he had no make up remover!!!! HAHAHAH, so funny. I wanna try to find the "family picture" we took.

D:<

2009-02-06T16:09:00.004+08:00

School has never been this awesome, seriously. I recently learned how to fully appreciate some things in school. Like, my friends, my arts teachers and my math teacher. Not my science teacher, no. Not my classmates, really. Maybe except for a few like Varsh and Jer and Weiru. Uhm, the school canteen! And wintermelon drink...from the canteen! Oh! Tom Yum Noodles! E44! I love that class, but sadly i'm not from that class. I kinda like the staff room. I like the outside of the staff room. I love Mr Poon, he's so nice but kinda weird cos he tends to talk too much. And Mr John Lim, who never fails to say "hi" to me everytime. And the security guards at the guard house outside school who always fail to catch me going into school on late hours, haha! I should have seen all these good things earlier. It would definitely make my life easier. I now understand the root of all the things i hate about school. That is, the school building itself, my science teacher and probably my class.

Mmmmm.

Does anyone have a part/(s) of their bodies that are extremely and highly sensitive to ANYTHING? I do. And it was made obvious during biology class when Varshini was trying to button up my collar button.

Me: Eh, look at that guy! So cool when the shirt's all buttoned up! I wanna try.
*fiddles with collar button*
Me: I can't get the button in. Help me!
Varshini: FOR WHAT?!
Me: To look cool in uniform, for once.
Varshini: *reaches out hand for my neck area*
Me: Try not to touch my neck.
Varshini: I won't. *reaches out for collar button*
Me: OMG DON'T TOUCH MY NECK!
Varshini: I won't la... *button up my C.B*
Me: don't touch....my neck...don't touch don't touch don't touch.
Varshini: *touches neck by accident*
Me: OI YOU TOUCHED MY NECK! WHY YOU TOUCH MY NECK! TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCH MY NECK!
Mr Chan: *stares* ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Me: SHE TOUCHED MY NECK!
Varshini: TSK.

AND......!!!!

Michelle: Eh why your hair got left over residue?
Me: RESIDUE?!?! (i really didn't get what she was trying to say)
Michelle: *reaches for my neck area, pulls hair*
Me: OI WHY YOU TOUCH MY NECK!!!!!! YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSE TO TOUCH MY NECK. DON'T TOUCH!!!!!
Michelle and Katherine: O.O ????
Michelle: I didn't touch your neck, i pulled your hair!
Me: OH YEAH? IT'S STILL THE SAME COS IT'S AROUND MY NECK AREA. DON'T.TOUCH.MY.NECK.

Ahahahahhaha, so funny. Whoever touches my neck will get to witness my hands moving across their faces with extremely high speed.

On the way down to the hall;
Me: Why teaching when you majored geography?
Miss Caroline Chan: ...I really don't know.
Varshini: Teaching good what...
Me: I know...but...
Miss Chan: If i wasn't teaching i wouldn't even be here!
Varshini: Yah, and we wouldn't have met such a nice teacher like you!
Me: No, it's like, she's never gonna get a chance to meet great students like us!
Miss Chan: Works both ways, awwww, group hug!!!!!
Me and Varshini: O.O .....Awwwwww...
*group hug in the middle of the corridor outside school hall*

Lol, i can't wait for the weekends to be over so we can all start off with Monday.

2009-02-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

Varshini wasn't in school today! I wonder how she managed to survive in school when i'm not around and for me, the otherwise. Jeremy was busy with math and Chong Kiat for the whole day, i had no one to talk to! :( On a brighter side, today wasn't as depressing as any other days because there were no science classes! Oh, i'm so excited for Saturday cos it'll be my first time serving in a ministry, woop, must cancel cip hours on that day. Aye, i wonder when i could ever get my two points for credit. Oh, and on top of that, Saturday is gonna be a good day cos there'll be Thaipusam! Varshini agreed on bringing me to the event and we had to walk for the whole night till Sunday morning.

Biology SPA on Thursday. I have difficulties tying a knot on the stupid visking tubing. I hope i'll get my band 1 (though it may seem impossible). But you never know.

Okay, back to SD. Test tomorrow. Goodbye!

2009-02-01T03:28:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad birthdays are only once a year thing because honestly speaking, after this whole week, i do not wish to see another sight of birthday cakes/wrapped presents and bumping into surprises planned for me because i feel so sick of it. Not that i hate birthdays, i do, actually... Just not like this week, if you know what i mean.. Kay, shut it. I'm gonna stay at home for the rest of the week now cos i feel like it. I don't feel like going out anymore. It's kinda depressing that tomorrow's Monday. Mr Chan... Sigh... I wanna graduate now. I wish i could graduate now. I hate my class, i hate lessons, i hate school.

P.S To any brave souls out there who dare to take my challenge by cutting down all the plants outside the hod room is gonna deserve my respect and admiration hands down!

P.S.S Maybe not anytime soon but i think it's safer if someone does it after O levels. HAHA!

2009-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

"Happy 16th birthday Hyena!"
Mexican dinner @ Holland V. Vera, Kin Weng, Sam and i waited for our beloved princesses- Cindy and Marcus, which took damn freaking long to get there but it was okay. I guess. I was actually half-expecting them to be together all along and omg, Marcus is such a bad liar, you could just tell by speaking to him on the phone.

Me: Where are you?
Marcus: On the way.
-
Me: Where are you?
Cindy: With my friend. At vivo. I'll be leaving soon.
-
45 minutes later
Me: Where are you? We're all here waiting for you.
Cindy: Sorry! But i'm still with my friend. You know the way to get there from vivo?
Me: blahblahblahblah bus 7 or bus 100 blah
Cindy: Okay i think i take cab.
Me: Why is it so quiet there?
Cindy: Nooooooooo.....

Me: Where are you?!
Marcus: On the cab.
Me: You mean you are still on the way after all this time?! ARE YOU WITH CINDY?!
Marcus: Noooooo....

I had to sit at the awkward chair at the awkward table when everyone arrived. Ordered food and drinks and the waitor serving us was a bit retarded. And then after dinner, they surprised me with a cake and present and i was made to stand on a chair like an idiot, but i did it anyway.

We looked like we're advertising for the cake. I wasn't a big fan of strawberry cheesecake so yeah, i didn't really mind the leftovers ending up at other people's faces.

This would probably be world war 3. Or something close to that.

There's hiding away from the cam/cake.

And planning. ...

And oh, we had allies! I like to think of it that we've broken up into two completely opposing teams; the allies and the axis powers.

Allies: Sam, Kin weng, marcus, me.
Axis: SHERMAN.

We started smashing each other's faces with leftover cake and it was crazy and it went really wild. Like, we would all be running around the resto just to try to get some cream onto each other's faces which was fun and thank god i won't be doing this everyday. We were all too stupid to believe and regard each other as allies. It was so funny when we would suddenly stop the world war and go, "Eh, don't play with you already. Let's be allies instead and attack Sherman." And then we'd go over the plan and we recited it once or twice just to be more accurate and in any hopes of preventing any flaws when in the end, we turned against each other and started smacking on each other's faces. No one complained about our behaviours. Surprisingly. We chased Sherman around the streets as an act of revenge since he didn't get his fair share of powdery flour during Cin's 16th. It was so funny! We literally ran all the way from Holland V to the very, extremely far away bus stop. I actually thought that Samuel could be the winner of the day. Considered how many people fell for his obvious yet witty trick.

It was a school night, so the whole thing kinda ended early. BUT STILL! I did had fun today! THANK YOU GUYS FOR COMING!

And then, there'll be more dates with other people. I'm getting really broke already. Apparently my piggy's on recession, though it's still cny!

But before i go, i saved the best for last.

LUV U GUYZ!

2009-01-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

I make it a point to blog more than once on my birthday. Haha. Everyone's backing out on me for dinner tonight. I smell something really, really fishy.

I'm so excited suddenly. Tomorrow there'll be dinner at Little India and me and my friends are planning to get heynas on our hands. Wonder what it'll be like but i bet it's gonna be fun. Oh ya, i forgot to mention, my crazy, mad cousin bought a new pet snake (alive and slithering) and it almost scared the hell outta me. I did managed to pull the courage to at least let it slither around my hands for 5 seconds when it pooped on me (i'm not very sure from where but it did pooped anayway), and my crazy, mad cousin bathed it in our bath tub. I think my family is either completely screwed up or completely insane. But, love them still anywayz!

2009-01-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

And so today, right now, i turn 16. Apart from that, today's somewhat special, being the third day of the chinese new year and i know i don't believe in any superstitious stuff, but it still makes me feel good that my birthday falls on this very third day of cny. Mhmm. I self-proclaim/self- reward myself today by refusing to attend school later albeit there are important lessons like biology and history but who cares anyway, it's my birthday hur.

Thank you people, for all the birthday wishes, regardless you've sent me messages on time, or not. Thanks, especially, to all the people who messaged me waaaaay earlier before today just so in case they'd forgot about today. And thank you bestie for singing me a birthday song at midnight. It really did woke me up. Thank you for remembering, or maybe, thank you for even bothering to remember.

I hope i don't get funny surprises later :S

2009-01-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

Apart from the Chemistry SPA exam, today was a total waste of time and totally not worth of going to school cos there were no lessons! 6 free periods and no productivity. Well, maybe except for those who were studying for their amath qualifying test (like Varshini who kept bugging Jeremy).

Chinese class was so funny, we did stupid things like taking stupid pictures in class in the hopes of not getting caught by any teachers who walked pass our class. Jeremy and Mark messaged me stuff in German in class which i couldn't understand. But, anyway.....

Jeremy's mouth; my current wallpaper set up by Mark.

I'm not sure if this was Jeremy's or Mark's.

Reasons why school seemed more tolerable for me now;
1. click.
2. Varshini.
3. Chinese lessons with Jer and Mark.
4. My arts teachers.
5. My math teacher.

Mark and his boogey.

Farah Qureshi.

Varshini! :D

My poor German. HAHA!

Tomorrow, there's no Biology class! WAHOOOO! :D

2009-01-18T19:25:00.002+08:00

I thought i could say "hi" to almost everyone, regardless if i knew them or not.
But facing you to even say a word could take me forever to finally have the guts.

2009-01-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, it's been a really, really long time since i've last updated and i wouldn't be surprised if no one reads this thing. But i'm still gonna update anyway.

School has been tiring. Can't believe it's only January and the homework i'm receiving is crazy! School had never sucked the life out of me like this before. Right now, all that i could ever think of is getting O levels over and done with and then, graduation.

Yesterday was the very first cg opening at Yu Lin's house. Our constant laughters and screams probably made the neighbours felt pissed off. Well, that's the kinda thing you'll get when you fit 20 people in a room, having each other as their own source of entertainment.

Sherman Soterios Seah.

I realised that when i'm the one who takes the picture, i don't like being in the picture because i'm the photographer and photographers take pictures. It's kind of a weird feeling.

I think my new cg's awesome :D We received friendship bands and tied them around our ankles to erm, represent our friendship and stuff. I know it's kind of a cliche, cheesy and corny thing people do, but i don't really care and it doesn't really matter anyway. I've never really done this before. But at the end of the day, when i look at it, it gives me a weird feeling, though in a good way, because i know that there are people who actually bothered to do this.

2009-01-10T02:19:00.002+08:00

I stayed up late last night till about 1am to complete all of my assignments and i woke up early in the morning, only to realise that it was pretty bright outside since i overslept and i was 4 hours late for school. Darn alarm clock died on me and i guess that was the reason why i slept in.

2009-01-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

I know it's kinda late for drawing up new plans for the new year and new year resolutions but i gave it some thought and i promised myself not to be the same person i was in sec3. Because sec3 was kinda screwed, especially in school and i don't have time for that right now, not with the upcoming Os.

Today was so called my first day of school and it sucked. I was bombarded with tons and tons of homework, i don't even know where to start. And the upcoming tests, omg! Now i know what it really feels like to be in sec4. There wasn't much changes this year though i wasn't quite happy with the retarded odd/even week timetable. It's (the system) so dumb, i can't believe my school's so free to ever think of something like this. But at the same time, i'm grateful cos now i can fully appreciate my Fridays now cos Mr Melvin Lim spared us with early dismissals and that's probably something to look forward to every week.

I had my first Chemistry test today and well, it was far beyond the valleys of horrible. But whatever. I'm starting to re-think about my subject combinations and i figured out that maybe i should drop a subject or two since i only need 6 subjects to go jc/international school. First two things that came up to my mind was Chinese and Biology.

After school, instead of doing my homework, i spent sometime going out with a few people just to have dinner which dragged on till about 8ish. It was great to see my friends again. In school or outside school, doesn't matter, i felt so happy just seeing them.

I can't wait for the weekends to come, especially Saturday when there's service! :D I've been put into a new cell group cos the previous one was too large so we multiplied. Instead of e406, we're e490 now :D I'm so excited, for myself and for everyone else too.

On a completely different note, though it's still January, i can't wait for graduation. Consider the ever-increasing abhorrence i have in this school.

2009-01-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

In case you're wondering where i'm at, i'm in Singapore. Bet my friends were kinda worried about me being M.I.A on the first 3 days of school. And to answer the question on where i've been all this while, i was in London about 48 hours ago. In Dubai, about 41 hours ago. And i was in Jakarta, 6 hours ago.

And in the next 8 hours, i face school, and probably detention.

2008-12-14T19:51:00.002+08:00

OMG, do you know how long it took me to get internet here?!?! URGH. Like, finally. This blog's so dead, i bet no one's visiting this site since i've last updated. Shrugs, "oh well". Can't really say i miss Singapore because there's so much to do here albeit i'm bored and there's nothing much i can do about it. Contradicting, much? Please tolerate my nonsense, just a little longer, thank you.

So last week, we brought Quan to Seaworld and Dufan and it was fuuuun. I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF WHILE RIDING THE STUPID TORNADO, omg. Pictures, soon. Maybe not so soon. Or maybe not at all, i don't know. Connection here sucked pretty much, urgh, kill me. Tomorrow, tomorrow, i don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow, no one has asked me out, it kills not having much friends here. Oh wait, maybe i'll be going over to Isnu's where there's INTERNET! But the trip from my house to his house is like, the distance between Changi and Boon lay times 5! >:{

There's this advertisement about Minute Maid Orange juice and the guy on the ad looked exactly, E-X-A-C-T-L-Y like Melvin. Omg, scared me to death.

Okay, blogging at Jakarta seemed like a waste of time. Goodbye.

2008-11-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Would you find me weird if i told you that i went to school today cos i needed a place to crash and cos desperate times call for extreme measures, i headed for school in the morning, not knowing of any reasons why i should be there and thank God i bumped into Varshini.

Sigh, cessation of school isn't quite evitable.

And so after noon, we went to town for lunch and did stupid things like daring each other to do stuff that's completely embarrassing and would be of a disgrace since we were in school uniforms. Like, i dared Varshini to check out any branded stores in town and it went something like this....,

Me: I dare you....to.....Go into any store. Touch the items, pretend to look like as if you're gonna purchase them, and ask for the price.
Varshini: Are you mad? In school U?
Me: What? You don't dare?
*walked pass stores*
Me: Okay, this is your last chance to redeem yourself that you're a...
Varshini: *walked in Dior, did exactly what i told her to do*

I was left outside Dior, speechless, while the store keeper showed her colleagues the famous "pained" and "shock" expression.

And Varshini dared me to stand in front of the Christmas decorations on the street and act as a tourist while she took pictures of me when the ironic thing is, i'm on my local school u.

And i figured out that there are so many ways to completely disgrace yourself in public, especially in school uniform.

Varshini: My brother's friend...He has like, 3 Lamborghini and is stinking rich.
Me: Oh. Really?
Varshini: Yessssssss...
Me: Same age as your brother?
Varshini: Yah, about there.
Me: Chinese?
Varhsini: Ya.
Me: Number?
Varshini: -.-

Visited Sherman at SGH. GET WELL SOON PLEASE, THANKS. And bought congee and i got so excited when the doctors injected him with a needle as big as your nose and the blood taking test was O.O

Jakarta tomorrow, i'm so excited. "Wahoooo"!!!
Know what i'm gonna miss? My friends, my cell group, the bbq party tomorrow, the pranks, the gigs, the laughs and as much as i hate to say this.... Singapore.

2008-11-24T15:08:00.003+08:00

I was so bummed today, i re-packed my bags and cleaned my room since it was in a clutter(still is, actually). And i bumped into a few things that was pretty dear to me, but was completely forgotten until today. Like, my OBS certificate and my OBS journal, photos, notes etc, polaroid pictures of my friends and i waaaaay back from 2007, letters of farewell and my aisa conference tag. Haha. I packed them all up into this guides cookie tin and i'll probably bring it with me when i'm flying off this thursday.

And back home, at Indo, i have a bunch of letters from the click6. I still remember the day they sent me off.

Anyway, less talk and more pictures.

Two nights ago, i had dinner with Clarissa and i was pretty glad that i'm not the only lone being who likes to take long walks at night, especially in the Clark Quay area.

In this picture, i really really really looked like...errr......ehem...from..the other class next to mine.. AHAHAHAHAH!

This one's comical.

And just yesterday, i visited my new house at Rodyk Street.

Nice view, huh? Sorry Vicki, i don't live on the 18th floor and i don't have a balcony.
(inside joke).

I'm definitely gonna miss my 2008. Maybe even more than 2007.

2008-11-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

I figured i cannot mix around well with certain people who takes pity of themselves.
I can't believe what used to be was awesome company but now, it's sheer silence and pure avoidance.

If you think i can't be a good friend then maybe you're right.
Sorry, i don't need unnecessary sadness in my life.

2008-11-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

My arms are hurting from the stupid raving rabbit game that we played just now over at Mrs Ang's. I am deeply deprived from sleep since i came home at about 5ish in the morning after a game of "Bridge" with Cin, Joel and Kiat Guan and i reckoned the constant screaming and hollering and the ear-pitching laughters kept the neighbours up the whole night. Haha, i embrace the holidays.

Okay, i have no idea how i' m gonna survive tomorrow with my erm, "disabled" arm. And how disabled? I simply cannot brush my teeth properly because the motion of moving my hands to and fro is too painful. Oh heck, how am i suppose to survive for Asian Conference tomorrow?!?!

2008-11-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

Today was probably the happiest day of my life.
Aside from the ever-increasing amount of amath homework i have.
I'm so happy that i can sit down on the floor just thinking about today and smiling all to myself.

I thank God for blessing me with the most awesome family and friends,
I couldn't even ask for more.

2008-11-15T02:09:00.002+08:00

I used to love the airport cos it constantly gives me this feeling of excitement i can't really describe with words. The buzz and all, loved it. But not until today, when i had to say one of the hardest goodbye to a really good friend of mine who'll most probably be leaving for the states for college.

I'm really gonna miss Ardisa.

It never really hit me how fast time flies. Fridays don't feel so tgif-ish anymore. Hate, hate fridays. But on the bright side, tomorrow (technically, today...) is Saturday and there's service. Sunday is the post-exam party and Monday onwards, more goodbyes.

Somehow i hate post-exam periods.

2008-11-13T00:39:00.005+08:00

I cannot bare to embrace the fact that now is the post-exam period and how close i am to saying goodbye to all of my graduating friends. Omg. It's so sad that i'm stuck here, angst due to an ever approaching, dreadful 2009 where i'll be the one sitting for classes tolerating shit from Mr Chan and mugging for O lvls. Today i went for a date with Ardisa and dinner was quite significant for the both of us cos it would most probably be the last time i'm taking her out for dinner at Spize. She'll be leaving Singapore this Friday and i somehow dread for the week to end.

But at the same time, i cannot wait for the weekends to come cos it's the post-exam party that kept me pumped up throughout this week. Confusing, much? Whatever. Point is, i just want to buy more time for more gatherings.

I caught up with some really old friends like Melvin! :D Omg, it's been like, a really, really long time since we've last chatted with each other and he's still as funny as ever.

Me: Remember last year you used to steal my sweets?!
Melvin: Yes, haha. Now i steal Alvin's.
Me: LOL.
Melvin: We used to talk a lot. But dno why...You talk, then go 3/1. I talk, then i went to 3/3.

HAHA, DAMN SIAN!

Anyway, digressing, i really do think that the weirdest people you'll ever meet are those people who are scarily inclined to their monitors hawking for preys to shoot like this guy/girl over here on facebook...

Goh Kiat Guan wrote at 23:48

EH! Caroline! Just because you're in the same cell group as my Kiat Guan don't you dare get close to him hor!

I tell you this is my warning! And don't you tell him about this! Or ELSE..!

And...

Cindy is in love with KIAT GUAN and is still helping CAROLINE ROBERTS.

I wonder if KG or the mysterious hacker got the person right, (which is obviously a "duh" answer).

People amuse me sometimes.

2008-11-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

Leslie said, "Live your life to the fullest cos you might never know when you're gonna die."
Digressing, i really do appreciate Cindy's help....
BUT I'M SO SCARED I CANNOT EVEN HELP MYSELF!

HOW?!?!?!?! >:{

2008-11-09T03:46:00.002+08:00

Hey. Check out google.sg. I typed my name down and was surprised that my facebook account was the third on the first page.

O.O

2008-11-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

This would probably be the last time we're all gonna gather together over at someone's place to have a barbecue party. In less than 2 months' time, everyone would be going off to their separate ways in another foreign country. I'm glad i turned up today.

It took us about 2 hours to start up a fire. Again... What the freak -.- It was like the same scenario as last years'. While waiting for the charcoal to get burn, we chatted, laughed and sang stupid songs like our stupid school songs, gawd!

Anthony and i totally rocked out ntss's school song. :D

I should just bombard you with all the pictures we've taken today and i should just elaborate about the night as we go along with the picts...

OH, AND HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I FELL INTO THE BLOODY POOL?!?! Argh...Screw it. I slipped and fell into the pool, WITH MY CELL PHONE IN MY HAND! And then, i could seriously hear this sizzling sound coming from my faulty phone. MY HEART TOTALLY SHATTERED INTO MILLIONS OF PIECES!!!! There goes my phone, sigh. BLOODY SHIT!!!!

Okay, that aside, i still have my warranty so, it's not too bad, i hope.

BUT STILL...!!! My feet totally twisted and i could hear my bones cracking. For crying out loud, IT HURTS LIKE YOU'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED PAIN BEFORE! And now it's dilated, swollen and i can't walk properly.

So much for TGIF!!!!

Steffi really looked like this old chi koh peh. Haha!

Okay, there's service tomorrow. Ah, i love weekends :D

2008-11-07T00:34:00.004+08:00

Failed east coast outing today cos it was getting dark and we lost our way around the upper east coast road. Can't believe we took the 2 hour long bus ride just to get stuck in the middle of nowhere. But, it was fun just sitting around and chatting and laughing at people. :D So, we cabbed down to Bugis for a steam boat and i had like, 23456543245432 gazillion prawns and man tou. (remember the man tou my friends and i tried to steal from each other? lol.)

I had a good laugh at the lame jokes and comments. Was surprised to bump into Jenny and Leslie and some 10 other people in Bugis. Sigh, what a small world.

We got too hungry, we started dumping food into the pot and eventually all the food were burnt and it gave off this awful smell, i swear, it totally reminded me of the chemistry lab.

If Marcus can do watermelon pictures, i can do prawn too. :D

I did had fun today. :D

And then, there's this bbq party tomorrow evening which, ironically, i felt soooo compelled to attend!

2008-11-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

What if someone trusted you on something that should have never been told but you went on telling this other person who you'd thought would keep it a secret too, but then got busted and you got yelled at so you have to make lie about something and since you've started out a lie, you have to lie again and again, just to cover up for the first lie you've made until you couldn't take it anymore and so you ended up with this big pile of lies, you can't find your way back?

That's how complicated things are. I cannot believe this.

Neither can i accept the fact that i've broken someone else's trust because i've trusted somebody else.

Sometimes, the way people beg me for forgiveness irks me out sooooo bad, i never want to see his face ever again. For the rest of my life. And now my thoughts and what people say to me doesn't make any more sense.

2008-11-06T00:56:00.003+08:00

I didn't turn up for school today cos i didn't feel like it. School has ended. Well, not exactly officially. We'd probably hafta go back to school for any other extra lessons (which i think it's dumb), and the re-exam for Biology students on 22nd December. 3 friggin' days before Christmas. Wow, Mr Chan sure has a life of his own.

So today, i stayed at home. Was online for the entire day and i met really, really funny people online. Okay, imma filter my friendster's friend page and start deleting msn contacts.

I'M SO BORED OF THIS PLACE URGH I'M SCREAMING MY GUTS OUT.

I wanna go London DD:

And why must all good things fall on Friday?! D:<

2008-11-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

Remember the first time back on the third term when we were just about learning trigo and digesting the ever complicated ratios was such a hassle you feel like screaming out loud in class though it was not that difficult at all?

I do. And i wished i had this earlier on in the semester cos it would probably make my life easier....

I miss my girls and i hope we hang out soon.

2008-11-03T21:41:00.004+08:00

Varshini wasn't in school today!!!! Arghhh.... And because of that, i got so restless in class today i swear the last thing that i wanna do is to listen to Mr Chan and his very, extremely deprived childhood stories.

And oh yeah, i completely disgraced myself in school today during Biology class.

Mr Chan: The size of ONE eyeball of a squid is like the size of one football.
Me: Huh?
Mr Chan: Ya, it's that big!
Me: Squid got only one eye meh?
Mr Chan: TWO EYEBALLS LA!
Whole class: HAHAHAH!
Me: zzzz...

It gets funnier when you picture him screaming at me. At noon, Kangwei called me to say hello and we chilled around Ikea with Jerry and soon after, decided to catch The Coffin at Vivo city.
It's a good stupid horror film, by the way.

And then Edmund joined us and i got laughed at by some people and i was underestimated as being Kangwei's girlfriend. Especially Terence, when he saw me walking to the bus stop with KW.

I thought i was the biggest joke of the day!

Like hello Terence?! You saw me with ONE guy but you know what?! I SAW YOU WITH THREE GIRLS, HAHAHAHAH! And it's always the same three girls! Nevermind. It was fun catching up with them and thank you very much on updating me with the latest news and gossip around FC. There were constant ooohs and aaahhhs and it was really, really funny. :D

I miss my spiritual family D:

Anyways, updates on halloween!

STILL TRYING TOO HARD TO GET INTO THE PICT!!!! >:{

Halloween was super duper fun but i'm not gonna say much about it cos it's kinda too late to update about it right now right? But anyway, there weren't that many significant things 'cept for the fact that the food really really really reminded me of newtown canteen food, haha. And then the guys were so funny while they did they're own stupid funny dance and seeing Peng, with his very funny witch costume and that ugly mob of green hair, dancing to the beat of PCDs' "when i grow up" song was like, laughing at Katherine Tan Bobby scolding Muthu for stealing her pencil box and throwing it down the spiral stair case.

Well, something close to that.

OR MAYBE IT WAS AS FUNNY AS......

THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!

So sorry Katherine for the exploitation. I'll make it up to you! Erm....soon...Or maybe not :D
Oh wait, i have a way to make it up for you! And by the way, i saw P*, somewhere, i don't know where...

Okay, there's school tomorrow should i skip should i skip should i skip should i skip?

Well, knowing me being me, i bet you know the answer.

2008-11-03T01:16:00.001+08:00

Best Halloween ever.
Will update it once i receive the pictures from Sen min.

School's tomorrow.
What a bore.
Boooooooooooo.

2008-10-31T11:19:00.003+08:00

If you ever thought of me being the kinda person who you can butt around with and still not feel pissed, you're wrong. Cos a) you're not my best friend, b) you're not even close to my special list of close friends and c) you don't respect me so in turn, you don't earn my respect. I can't believe these things have to happen when i'm finally opening up to you. Don't think i'm the kinda person who'll go down on my knees and start worshiping you like a god. Though i'm pissed, i won't blast at you and start barking in front of your face. People would misunderstand me. Oh wait, no. They'll probably start protecting you without having heard of the full story. Somehow, people like you get things easy, eh?
I'll retract from you in any means.

But then again, you're oh-so-predictable. And what more could i ask for from a meretricious person like you? Pffft.

2008-10-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited for this week's halloween.
Last year, i dressed up as a dead japanese school girl.
This year....
I'm gonna be something more extreme, i bet i'll win the "best-costume" award!
Though i doubt there would ever be such awards but anywayzz...
I'll make Kiat Guan pee on his pants as an act of revenge since the unexpected call.

2008-10-24T13:43:00.006+08:00

I never realise that yesterday was the last day of school. Bummer, i missed school on Wednesday. Mr Chan was doing this sexuality talk in class and i missed it! Not that i'm interested or anything, but i just wanna have a good laugh at him when he's constantly caught off guard by my classmate's rapid firing which made him feel a lot more than just mere embarrassment. Ha.

Plus, it was the last sexuality talk i'm gonna have in secondary school.

Though it's just sexuality talk, but the sessions are pretty significant in my school since we always have them every.single.year. But anyway, we got back our report books and thank God thank God thank God i'm being promoted to 4/1 cos if not, i don't know what else to do but apply for a space in ISS. I mean, that's what people do when government schools' become more of a hassle. I can't say i did good for FYE, in fact, i did horribly worse than i'd expected. Mrs Tan was actually more than happy to see my report card cos there was a great improvement. And because of that, i didn't piss her off for not handing in the travel form. But most importantly, i give thanks to God cos i know it'll be much worse without Him.

And also yesterday, some random guy called me at noon and his number was set to private. I picked it up and the other line went something like this : "Hello? Is this Caroline? I'm Mr Goh calling from your school..."
And i was like, shit....TRAVEL FORMS. But why would a Mr Goh call me? Alfred Goh?

Then he went on and on... "This is professor Goh...May i speak to Caroline?"
It then suddenly hit me that the person was Kiat Guan.

STUPID.STUPID.STUPID.STUPID. I got tricked >:{

Baked cupckaes yesterday for today's D.I.Y cell group. My first batch of cupcakes was yummy despite it being hard. It took me a few batches to finally realise i missed out on one of the most important ingredients in baking.

Baking soda.

2008-10-22T15:40:00.002+08:00

I actually revisited Dacherie on my old Livejournal. It feels like re-entering the year 2007 again. I then realised what a blast i had last year. This year's gonna end soon and i can't think of any more cooler memories i had this year than last year. It's actually very sad, that i haven't been spending my fullest this year. But this year was the year that i made a lot of new friends. And with new friends, there'll be new memories.

Somehow i cannot wait for November to come. I bet November's gonna be quite significant. With O levels ending next month, the starting of the school holidays, overseas friends coming down to Sg to visit us, i bet next month's gonna be a blast.
And omg, Christmas and New Year in Europe with fam :D

I cannot wait for school to end.

2008-10-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

I just received the worst, most disheartening message anyone has ever imagined. It's so weird that when i'm finally opening up to people, they tend to push me away from their lives. I don't know why, but people have this mentality thinking that i have a lot a lot a lot of friends. That, i don't deny. But quantity differs from a true, deep friendship. Like i have with my best friends. And just because i keep making new friends, that doesn't mean i'll forget the old ones, push them aside, abandon them and hurt them. I'm not like that at all. I'm not a bad friend. I don't give up on friends easily.

2008-10-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to join Yao Jue, Sherman and Dianto for dinner at Clark Quay central. We had Manhattan fish something something which i thought it was a total rip-off of fish&co but whatever. I still prefer fish&co's calamari, mhmm. But it's still good though.

Enjoyed the scenery of Singapore river (like as if there are many things to see on this tiny island, ha) and we went down to Safra mount faber for a game of pool. I think Dianto and I make the best partners. I don't know why we're so lousy, we kept aiming for the black solid ball and our white ball keept going in to the pit. It was really funny, i swear.

My junior just told me that triple sciences are not offered to the sec twos anymore. Ever since we, sec3s, failed so badly, it was taken out and the VP was rather disappointed. The sec twos obviously complained cos they were not give the opportunity to take triple sciences and i think that's bullshit cos seriously, we all have to go out and plaaaaaayyyyyy rather than cramming for biology physics and chemistry. Like as if double pure sciences is not enough to kill you, hoho, watch out.

The sec 2s are rather lucky. Especially when they're streamed to classes that aren't so academically demanding. Some junior approached the VP about tripsci and she showed him someone's report card, which i reckon should be in sec3/1. The atrocities of tripsci. I bet she showed that junior MY report card. It's not that i can't meet up with the demands of teachers. It all goes down to pure laziness, really. Reason why i failed sec3 badly was because i played a lot. I should have studied i know, but whatever. I'll do well for O levels next year and go to a good college, i promise. You'll see.

Suddenly, i felt so smart for being one of those "geeks" who takes triple sciences.

2008-10-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

Exams are "officially" over, more of self-proclamation. But nevertheless, i'm so relieved that my major exams are finally over 'cept for the fact that i'll be sitting for my science papers on Monday. But they're only otas questions and mcqs so what the heck.

My Biology paper today was freakishly hard. I was somehow smart enough not to attempt any questions from the tys cos a) it's stupid b) i'm too lazy to pick up a pen so i might as well memorise and c) i don't know where the hell my tys went to. I felt so happy after the paper when people started complaining on the tys questions not being tested on the examination itself so yeah, i saved myself some time for tevee yesterday :D

Though i kinda regretted staying up the whole night just to get all the facts in my head. None, absolutely nothing, came out from the text book. The questions are either application questions or taken from A level text book.

Whatever. I went to cut my hair today and managed to get a sneak peek of Eagle Eye. I don't know if i like my new hair style cos it's kinda weird for me since i'm not too used to it.

Anyway, i'll upload you guys with pictures from previous weeks or months that i've never had the chance to upload due to mugging period. So, here goes!

Day when we waited for Samsung for 2 freaking hours.

Luncheon @ Marriot with Mumzie and aunt Nita.

Made Tiramisu with Sherman and Jenny before....

....We went to Chomp Chomp for dinner! :D

Study date @ Great World with Varshini ^^

Watched Mama Mia with the them and we stayed up the whole night.

TA-DAH!

Service starts tomorrow, i'm so excited, like finally i can stay up late for service and fellowship :D

2008-10-08T15:33:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm finally almost (A L M O S T) done with finals and i can't believe this would be my last time taking finals since there's Os next year. Sigh. I'm so sick of studying i wanna plaaayyyyy. But most of my friends are having their Os in less than two weeks so what the heck. I'm so sick of math science humanities languages school, i want school to end like now now now now now! Yesterday was a hard day for me especially so when i know that i'm gonna flunk my chemistry, without even looking at the question paper, and sitting for my amath paper for two and a half hours, wrecking the hell out of my brains when my brain cells are disfunctioning wasn't an easy thing to do either. Sigh, i don't know what kinda shitty results i'm getting next week. Today's history paper was a-okay, though i know i'm never gonna get any Bs for it.

I thank Mrs Tan for saving my life yesterday when my calculator went completely bonkers and totally shut down all of a sudden when i was sitting for my amath paper. O M G. I know, right. Like, my life's so dependent on that little device i can't even calculate what's 13878294 x 2. Yeap. I totally forgot how to do long multiplication, like the ones my primary school teachers taught me. Ah well.

And thank you Sherman for helping me with History :D And Cindy, for being tolerant enough to listen to me while i blabber on the phone, squabbling about the unfair things life has to offer.

(like my bloody freaking screwed up calculator etc)

2008-10-01T01:08:00.004+08:00

Today, we had steam boat @ Bugis :D It was a great dinner with awesome company. We were lucky enough to come in earlier in the evening cos it suddenly poured at about 8ish? Yeah. Had tons and tons of food and we played the stupid polar bear game, again... It was fun though, cracking up into fits of laughter at our inside jokes, getting to know new people, and STEALING MAN TOU BUNS FROM OTHER PEOPLE HAHAHAHHA! I swear man, the way me, Terence, Christopher and Cindy stole buns from each other was pretty classic and funny! Like, we totally stole from each other's plate and Cindy kept stealing buns from Terence's plate when he doesn't even know it, she literally put them on my plate when i was at the other side of the table trying to get some from Christopher and at the end of the mini-competition, i went back to my seat, realising that there i had two plates of buns now and both of the guys instantly showed the "eh where's my bun?!" expression. HAHA, SO FUNNY OMG OMG OMG. :D And then we started to take stupid watermelon pictures, which, by the way, Marcus totally aced the whole poses. Scroll down to see the pictures.

And talking about last Friday, we went to the Edge at Boon Lay and that was my first time meeting such awesome people in church.

Meet the coolest people;

Last Friday...

That was very stupid!

Don't ask me where the heck that hand appeared from in front of Terence's face. I had no idea who's it was and i find this picture rather creepy. No, seriously!

This picture over here ^, is really funny. There, you have Marcus trying to get into the picture cos he didn't want to hide his small frame, but then, you have Terence, pushing him aside and hence the big spastic face of him, and finally, you have Samuel (the one with the black glasses) right behind, protesting for ruining a nice picture.

\

And as for today's steamboat;

Shi Ming :D She's really, really nice. And if you think i'm already very hyper, think again, cos she's really really super duper hyper. For some reasons or another. Or maybe it's just her.

AND HERE'S THE WATERMELON PICTURES. Which i think it's damn cute :D

And then you have the half-watermelon picture.

And finally, the classic watermelon picture!

I think Marcus and Shi Ming make the best siblings.

Oh but i forgot about the after-eating watermelon picture...

And the hungry for watermelon picture...(though it's no choice but have to eat it cos there weren't any more food left)..

Finally finally, the gimme more watermelon picture...

STILL TRYING TOO HARD TO GET INTO THE PICTURE!!

Then we played hte stupid p o l a r b e a r game.

And that was practically it, i guess. The rain just had to ruin our polar bear game, haha! (thank God).
Anyway, i think Sherman is damn funny to Xs and to the Zs man...

Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:14 AM)
ok
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:22 AM)
so now lets imagine
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:28 AM)
starting from now
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:29 AM)
hmmm
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:36 AM)
depict a scene...
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:47:58 AM)
some blurry face guy(my team mate..dont care who is it)cross the ball to me
time is really all that matters says: (9:48:09 AM)
..............
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:20 AM)
i was being marked very tightly as i was a danger to the opponent
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:21 AM)
haha
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:24 AM)
wooo
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:29 AM)
this is getting exciting
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:50 AM)
then i manage to run pass the defenders with my lightning speed
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:48:58 AM)
then!!!
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:11 AM)
out of a sudden i had my back facing the goal
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:16 AM)
everyone was like wad?
time is really all that matters says: (9:49:22 AM)
.....
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:25 AM)
then i did something spectacular
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:31 AM)
i did a acrobatic kick
time is really all that matters says: (9:49:33 AM)
( h a h a h a h a)
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:37 AM)
and the ball went in!
time is really all that matters says: (9:49:39 AM)
HAHAHA ACROBATIC MY FOOT
time is really all that matters says: (9:49:39 AM)
HAHAHA
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:41 AM)
goal!!!!!!
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:49 AM)
then i stood up <-wasn't he supposed to be standing up already?!
time is really all that matters says: (9:49:49 AM)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:52 AM)
run towards u
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:49:55 AM)
and point to u
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:06 AM)
then i dedicate the goal to u for being my first supporter!
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:07 AM)
haha
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:10 AM)
wow!!!
time is really all that matters says: (9:50:11 AM)
*i run away*
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:14 AM)
cool right?
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:16 AM)
nono
time is really all that matters says: (9:50:16 AM)
then i call you mad
time is really all that matters says: (9:50:17 AM)
HAHAHA
Sherman-Soterios says: (9:50:24 AM)
thats gonna ruin the whole movie

Those highlighted in bold are whatever he said that makes me wanna punch him in the face, hahahaha! So funny man! And please, i never did agree on being the first supporter.

2008-09-27T01:32:00.002+08:00

Even in the midst of examinations, i still managed to have fun with all of my friends, be it studying together, telling stories, having long conversations with them on the phone, or just hanging out. I felt grateful to have such great company. I would like to thank God for everything. Both for the good and bad. For some reasons why, i felt rather compelled to leave FC, though it certainly is unbearable to just forget all of the things that had occurred there, the memories, and the people who have helped me for these past three years. But somehow, i just can't get along, i can't fit in, which ultimately makes me feel awkward towards everyone. Last night, i was invited to a church event and i had fun. Not only did i manage to hang around with my friends, it was a great night of worship and praise. I've met a lot of new people, and i can't understand why they are so nice to me. Though it was the first time that we've met, everyone treated me like i'm some old friend whom they've never seen for for years.

And sometimes i wonder why people in FC can't be that way too. Not that i'm asking too much, but really, it's just how i feel. Sometimes, when they finally know that you're gone, then they'll ask about you, about your whereabouts etc. I tried opening up to them, but it doesn't matter now because i can never fit in well. I guess all of this factors down to one thing; age difference.

I'm really thankful that Marcus Ng invited me yesterday for the event. If it wasn't for this invitation, i wouldn't have met new friends who are awesome and comfortable to be around with. I feel happy when i'm with them. Though it's only a one night outing, i had a great time.
Peng invited me for service tomorrow, but i don't know if i should really go and decide on a decision to finally leave FC for good. But at the same time, i don't wish to say goodbye to the people i love.

It's tough to make decisions. I'll just put all my trust in God and continue to pray about it. That's the only time when i felt completely safe and secure.

2008-09-23T19:07:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking of a few things that i desperately wanna do after the exams. On Sunday, i went over the Miranda's place to study for like, 6 hours straight and it wasn't the feeling of accomplishment that overwhelmed me, but the nervousness of how far behind i am cos i spent 6 hours on like, 2 revision exercise on Amath. Hoho, there goes my math grades.
And today, i've developed a new feeling of love-hate relationships with Mr Chan! Why?

Well, because he specifically emphasised that there'll be a test on Excretion and Homeostasis yesterday and biology papers are to be done chop chop by today if not there'll be a collection of our bus passes (again). I was so scared god, i stayed up THE WHOLE NIGHT just to get the whole chunk of facts into my brain.
AND THEN... this afternoon he made us study the whole chapter for one period and by the end of the period, while we started to pack our notes and textbooks, he gave us out a marking scheme and he happily declared that there wasn't any test today.

See, i told cha.

For some reasons or another, i'm pretty thankful that i ended up in ntss instead of being a student at hss. I mean, seriously. Weird, right? Though no one could understand the extreme abhorrence and the intolerable grudge i hold against the not so funky blue walls of ntss, i simply cannot stand the rumours about me that's going on at hss.

I just think the 5N students are bored, they just have to pick on people like me.
And please stop sending text messages to me about Sherman. I have other better things to do (like studying, lol), and i bet you do too. O levels are around the corner and you guys should seriously divert back your attention.
I have an extremely short shelf life of patience and unless you want to take this seriously then i'm cool. :D

2008-09-14T16:50:00.002+08:00

I think my Mom's officially the cutest, coolest, ze best creature God has ever created so far. This afternoon, in the midst of having my tuition, she simply just messaged me, "hey darling. YOU HAVE RIHANA AND AKON ALBUM?" And the next thing i know, she called me and started singing the "Umbrella ella ella eh eh" song.

-.-

And then she got so excited, she went on with Chris Brown's "Forever" and the Ping Pong Ball song and Mika's Lollipop -.-

Hip, not?

FYI: My mom's in her late 40s...
I've never met or known anybody who's in the late 40s that loves hip hop. I thought Il Divo was their kinda thing. I think my Mom's the first. And that's what made me think she's the ultimate best.

*someone please tag at my tagboard.*

2008-09-10T21:51:00.004+08:00

It suddenly hit me how fast time had passed and what little time i have left for friends who are graduating soon, and of course for revision for finals. Whatever it is, it saddens me everytime just thinking about the finality of things. The finals are just everlasting.
I don't want my friends to leave. But at the same time, i want them all to have a good life, a good future. Wherever they're plans for after O levels take them, i'll fully support them, even though our friendship would be thousands of miles away instead of the usual Alexandra to River Valley to Town hang out. Next year would definitely be a tough year for me, for all of us. To new beginnings and new lives, i'm not sure if i can completely embrace the fact that we're all going to move on with our lives, only being able to carry little memories of us doing stupid things like stealing chopsticks from restaurants, playing catching from dusk to dawn, doing dares no man has ever dared before and sharing all of our deepest, darkest secrets.

Time is running away real fast. And for now, time is really all that matters to me.

2008-09-02T12:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i waited for two and a half hours for Samsung and i was already on the verge of dying at that very spot that i was standing. And when Miranda collected her phone (like, finally), we ate desserts and snacks at secret recipe while waiting for the indecisive guys to make up their minds and meet us at Plaza Sing.

Quan came after a while. The three of us chanced upon this mentos game machine thingy (like a taffy stand) and we bet on whose luck was on whose side. It was pretty hilarious, i swear. And after such a long time, the guys called us to meet up at Spize so we made our way there.

Quan was standing in the middle, with Miranda and I clinging onto his arms, all this for inside joke purposes. And then suddenly a guy walked out from Cyrus, and he went, "Walao, that guy steady sia!", to his friend. Looooooooool!

I felt bad for both Dianto and Anthony, aye. I don't know who's fault it is now but somehow i just felt so...horrible. I don't know. But anyway, we went to see Jenny and accompanied her for the rest of the night and we occupied ourselves with silly dumb childish lame yet fun games like Cheat, Bluff and the Polar Bear Game.

Sherman's so funny when he cheats, i can just see right through his eyes. I'm always the one who caught him and i like, gained Quan's respect or something, hahahah! It was freaking funny. And then we played Polar Bear. There was once when i was the Hunter and i convinced all of them to vote for the two polar bears but all of them didn't believe me, instead they thought i was a the polar bear because i was so good at bluffing when we played card games.

LAME!

Quan always has this "reverse psychology" theory, which i would regretfully say, didn't work, but everyone believed, I hate being the Hunter. Because of Quan's theory, everyone started killing the wrong people! And Anthony and his stupid "Natural Hunter" title, soooo lame. When i was the real Hunter, he blamed and accused me for being a Polar Bear. AND MARCUS STUPIDLY BELIEVED HIM! When i was the Polar Bear, i made sure i killed him first just to shut his mouth up and not let him play the game, hahahahahahahahahahahah!

I had tons of fun last night, the day before, the last week, the previous months. I love my friends. My family. A lot.

2008-09-01T11:18:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

I had three hours of jap lessons, which Kar Yee totally ditched me for a shopping date with her mom. On the second hour, i reached saturation point. I felt so relieved when it was classes were over. Made my way down to queenstown to meet my twin-like/long-goned/whatever cheesy things you wanna call it, sister and Kang Wei. I love taking long rides to Tampines with Clarissa :D Haha, so fun.

And we reached Vanessa's place for her 21st birthday bbq party. Damn sad, NOBODY TOLD US THE DRESS CODE!!! All the guys turned up with blouses and jeans and the girls turned up with pretty dresses. What was a i wearing?

OBS SHIRT PLUS PANTS.

-.- I know, right! Damn sian! But anyway, we took really cool family pictures. I feel sad for Grace, though. Cos it was her actual birthday on that day and we're all celebrating Vanessa's birthday when her actual birthday is like...today?

Somehow, i just kinda hate my extended cell group.

(I'm sorry Clarissa for not posting the pictures earlier)

COOL SIS.

I think we look alike. Like, real sisters. I mean, she doesn't even look like her REAL SISTER!!!

You haven't heard the real family story, right?

Damn noob.

I don't know why, i think this picture is freaking cool cos we looked like some phillipino maid!

The next picture had like, some funny things behind it.
Uncle helping us take picture: "You want to take with the fountain too?"
Me and Clarissa: "YESSS!!!"

Clarissa: "Where's the fountain?"
Me: "HAHAHAHAHAH!"

I love them a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot!

Last Saturday was actually Grase's birthday, not Vanessa's. :(

Marcus Ang being super duper gay, again.

BOTH MARCUS(S) BEING SUPER DUPER SUPER DUPER GAY!

Saved the best for last;

:D

Then on Sunday, i had service with Clarissa and we ate at Whampoa after that. Whampoa's coffee shop sells Tiong Bahru Chee Kweh. I think it's damn cute. (if ya know what i mean).
I was suppose to follow Clar, KY and Estelle for TKD lessons but i was having cramps, so i left for home and slept till like about 5 plus when i was woken up by noises outside the room and i was very extremely appalled to see almost everyone outside to wish Jenny a "get well soon" greeting.

Jenny, Miranda, Terrence, Quan, Soon Ji, Anthony, Kin Weng and i watched The Exorcism(which wasn't really scary after all, but somehow i can never manage to have the guts to go to the bathroom alone), and then celebrated Vera's short, surprising but afterall, sweet sixteen birthday.

LOVE YOU BITCH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND I'M LOOKUNG FORWARD FOR TOMORROW TO MEETCHUUUUU!!!! >:DD

2008-08-29T14:41:00.005+08:00

I loved OBS. Really. I enjoyed myself. It's hard to fully explain what i felt for these past 4 days, perhaps a mixture of regretfulness, happiness, homesick and excitement. At first, team Columbus started out horribly, with everyone not cooperating with one another, feeling homesick, thinking about food and of course, feeling regretful of ever attending this course. But as the days ended, and the closing ceremony of OBS was nearing, and the last dinner we had at our campsite, we gave it all to our best and had a feast.

Day 1 was basically preparation, unpacking and packing tents stuff. And one of the most fun activities i ever experienced, kayaking. I paired up with some guy and i was just as furious as you would have been when you find out that you're the only one kayaking around, him at the back of the kayak, doing nothing but resting his bloody hands on the paddles. I had to turn around frequently just to ensure he was moving his hands. We kayaked around a swamp and it was a hilarious experience. I'm always the one who got stuck in between branches and mangroves. Our maneuvering sucks, but it wasn't as bad as Patten! Haha.
After which, we pitched tents and had dinner by the sea. Shared mess tins with Kar Yee and we ate everything like a glutton. It was drizzling, but we didn't care. The fire was still litted, the solid fuels still burning, we kept cooking and enjoyed a sunset scenery while having dinner.

Day 2 was the worst of the worst. We trekked all the way from campsite 2 to campsite 1. Though it was only a 2.5km trek, try having a 15kg load behing your back, with unsteady and hidden roads, it wasn't easy after all. We did the trust fall activity, and then went on to bellaying practice and finally, attempted the inverse tower as our high elements. Kar yee and i paired up. We didn't managed to climb 5 metres high, unlike the others, espeically Amanda, who did it without a hassle. It was demoralising and a huge disappointment.
The whole delta were late. It was getting dark and we were still in camp 1. We trekked down to camp kekek but it started to pour heavily and lightnings flashed. So, we went back to where we came from, camp 2. It was a once in a life time experience to take the night walk with the whole delta.

Instructor Ahmad: "By the end of the walk, i want 46 newtowners present. Clear? No less than 46. And no more than 46!"

Without torches and light sticks, everyone held onto their ponchos with one hand, the other, placed onto a friend's shoulder as we approached the dark jungle. IT WAS CREEPY AND SCARY I SWEAR OMGOMG. Stopped near the padi fields and went back to camp ALONE!

ALLOOOONNNEEEE!!!!!!!! Without lights, obviously. The first person in line had to walk back to camp through the jungles and the second person would only move along in a 30 seconds interval. Kar Yee was behind me and she called me all so suddenly and i wasn't too sure if it was her or someone else, lol! And the person in front of me, which was Valerie, bumped into bushes and tress and just stood there. She was wearing dark coloured clothes and i couldn't see her ( i should have listened to mummy and ate more carrots), so i bumped into her and same goes to Kar Yee, which bumped into me. It was hilarious and we laughed out loud in the middle of the jungle.
With no electricity, no lights, we took turns to shine torches onto one another while we lined up for the cubicle. We didn't manage to shower (obviously), but it didn't feel so bad after all cos we were all too tired to pitch tents so we just slept under the shelter.

We woke up with millions of sand flies and mosquito bites. Valerie got the most bites. Blood type O. What do you expect? Obviously thousands of bites in one night. Thank God i'm type B, at least i'm not a universal donour, haha. Day 3, we were supposed to make 3 rafts for Da Gama, Hillary and Columbus, but we failed because of the little time we had. It started to pour again. Heavily. We hid under ponchos and missed our once in a lifetime of dipping ourselves in a fresh water quarry. It was another great disappointment.
I like it that i have familiar and close people with me in the same delta. Jeremy, Varshini and I trekked our way around together, joked around together, laughed at each other on how horribly tired we look, and of course, we talked about how much we missed Linus and Mr Chan. It was a rather tearful experience because i hadn't thought of us experiencing something like this before. I just found out the deepest darkest secrets Jeremy has ever told me and i was shocked. This was of course, out of desperation, when we had 15 kg of load behind our backs.
As we trekked, we played games and Da Gama was the biggest and funniest looser of the civilisation game. They kept doing the DODO dance for forfeit and it was a good laugh of the day when i saw Marilyn and Jeremy jumping on their feets.
And as for the stone juggling game, Da Gama won this time, with us, Columbus, second, but Hillary had to do the Mr Bean dance for being last, it was funny.
We unpacked our tents and food and had a mighty feast at our last night. Columbus was awesome, i'll never forget my team, my team mates, my instructor and of course, the activities and the obstacles we all experienced and faced together. Half of the team cooked dinner while the rest pitched tents. When the tents were nicely pitched, dinner cooked, we lay out all our food and sat in a circle while Desmond and Eugene lit up candles which spelled Columbus. Ahmad was having a meeting with the other instructors, but the whole team interrupted him by shouting and screaming and hollering his name at the tops of our voices. We blew out candles together, took pictures together and i was that close to tears. I didn't want the night to end.

Last day. We made our commitments, shouted our commitments as we walked down the plank on the edge of the jetty and jumped into the deep ocean. As i jumped, i didn't realise it took me an extremely long time for me to land in water. It was fun fun fun fun! Minus the pain i endured on my butt for landing at the wrong place.

That was the last activity i had. The last fun thing i had with Columbus. The last time we did things together with Ahmad.

I felt low and sad as we approached mainland Singapore. It's pretty ironic what little time we had with each other, could change our lives completely. We started out being homesick, disgusted at the very sight of our campsite, but on the last day, our campsite was our home. And being "home", i never actually wanted to turn back to reality and return to my Home home. The last Jetty ride was a sad ride. But as once we stepped out of Pulau Ubin, that's where the real challenge starts. This OBS course really changed me. A lot. In many ways which i can't really explain in words. I can't really say OBS was fun, but i loved it. I've learnt to look at things with glass half full instead of half empty. I now know what comes first, what's more important and what's not. And all things irrelevant, stupid and not worth knowing is just something that brings us down. All the negativities are just obstacles we face in our lives. What people say might or might not be true, but whatever the fact, it's how we want to see it and how we want ourselves to be. And that's practically all that matters.

So to Leon, whoever you are, i don't care of all the bad things you say about me. I just deleted the tags because i find it stupid and irrelevant and intolerant due to the extreme stupidity. I fully accept whatever you called me because i truly believe and know that i'm not perfect myself. We are all born with imperfections, i accept what i'm not good at and if you can't, it's not me who's loosing out. It's you. So with your comment of "cannot accept the fact, hahahah", it doesn't coincides to what i feel so your statement here is irrelevant. Why can't you accept the fact that you're a coward who only can say things out loud virtually? I'd really like to meet you, face to face. At the end of the day, i'll be the one who's having a good laugh cos this non exisiting Leon is a coward who hides his or her face behind a screen and have his or her thought being typed out and read, instead of voicing it out to let people hear it.

Unless you're a perfect person yourself, then can you only say things about people. But hey, look at yourself, you're not perfect, you're not God, you don't have the right to feel judgemental towards certain people.

But anyway, back to the point. I totally enjoyed myself this week. And i would have regretted if i had not attended this course.

2008-08-24T14:28:00.001+08:00

I hardly had any sleep. All because of the chilli i ate yesterday, i had diarrhoea. And i have OBS tomorrow. Perfect man, just perfect. I missed service this morning (sorry, clarissa!), and i have no idea what to do now.

I wonder how burnt i'll be when i come back from OBS. No, seriously. And how i'd survive constipation and starvation. This weekend, i tried eating lots and lots of junk food and luxury food that i can afford and right now, so far, i haven't got any craving for anything and i think that's a good sign. I have my packing list and half the stuff i would need for the camp. Problem is, i don't know how to start packing and what the hell is solid fuel tablets?

I CAN'T WAIT FOR OBS!!!!! :DD
But at the same time, i'll miss my click 6 girls, my hss clique and nuggerzz, even though it's only a four-day camp.

BUT STILL......!!!!!!

2008-08-24T05:20:00.002+08:00

I know, i shouldn't been blogging on an unearthly time like this, but a lot of things happened today, no actually yesterday. So i met up with Sherman first to get tickets and waited like, freaking long for Anthony. We walked aimlessly around the whole mall until eventually, we decided to get tickets for Cyborg She. And after lunch with Sherman and Anth, we still had about two hours till the movie starts so we hung around vivo's GV and did nothing but laugh and chat. Cindy came to join us but skipped movie. It was a good movie, by the way. After dinner, we ate at Spize together with Jenny, Leslie, Ardisa, Miranda and Guang Wen, but disa and mir left early.

Totally embarrassed ourselves in front of everbody while we played dare. Loser had to eat spicy chilli or drink up the left over teh tarik mixed with sweet chilli, lime and tomato. DAMN GROSS, I SWEAR. Worse is, i was the unluckiest loser and had to eat a spoonful of chilli. Anthony had to like, take two rounds of chilli plus the teh tarik, it was damn grooooooossss but seriously damn freaking funny. Leslie got away with almost everything and that, i say, is really ironic.

After which, Jenny, GW , Anth and i went to clark quay and we sat on empty tables and chatted for about 4 hours and left the place at around 5 in the morning. Wanted to go over to macs for hotcakes until a mad crazy drunk guy attacked the guys and everyone got so paranoid. The mad man was obviously drunk, or on drugs. Kinda hate him cos he spoiled all the fun we had and Jenny's still paranoid over it.

Service starts in the next three hours. I don't know how to face up with God for staying out so late and almost risked myself on a gang fight.

2008-08-23T00:41:00.003+08:00

We ponned classes today and hung around vivo city for dinner and window shopping. I can't really say what we have done today in total cos today was unproductive, did nothing much but it was fun hanging out with KY cos of the constant laughters and gossips and bitch fightings.

Ahahaha, i love my click girls. A lot!

At first, i half-regretted for agreeing to take part in the OBS, but now i'm very excited and somehow scared. Well, sort of. I love camps, really. Especially when they have fun camp activities. I just hate hate hate hate hate the showering part, the eating part, and of course the sleeping part!

MY BEEEEDDDDD! :((((

So, i've planned that i'll really make use of the weekend to eat all the luxury food i can afford, sleep like i've never slept before and shower each time i sweat profusely.

Movie with the hss clique tomorrow. I'm ~~very~~ extremely excited :D

Erm, well, you know what i mean :DD

2008-08-19T22:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, we all had a study outing at Anchorpoint which obviously and undoubtedly, a complete failure. But then again, it was a lot of fun as we sat at the coffee house with our books opened yet unattended cos we were either laughing at each other or cracking new inside jokes.

And among one that i've created recently, was inspired by my 3/1 classmate, Jeremy Chan.

So cool, right! Haha. There were really a lot of jokes and most of them were all inside jokes so maybe i shouldn't post them cos it's really...erm....A LOT!

:D

Then today, Vicki, Sis and Katherine the cheenah girl came over to cook for f&n project (which was also another failure). But every failure doesn't matter cos we had each other.

CHEESY MUCH?! Sorry.

Clarissa baked chicken breast and Katherine made some dessert and both failed cos Clarissa went too overboard with the ground chilli and Katherine used SELF-RAISING FLOUR. AHHAHAHAHA!

P.I.C.T.U.R.E.S

"Macham chilli don't need money!"

And then, Katherine went like, " I know Ms Williams is Indian and even though she's experienced with spices, i don't think she can take this!"

It looked like a less-bloody liver. Groooosss.

Can pass? NOT!

COUSINS.

The custard she was making was a failure cos we forced her to use.....

While waiting for it to bake....

THE NEW BILLINGS GIRLS!!!

And it was done!

I was afraid of having a diarrhoea.

The culmination of having chilli padi and milk all churned up inside your stomach.

AND YOU STILL NEED AND WANT MORE!!!

Poor cheenah girl.

In sec 1, when we were still thirteen, we used to call ourselves the "check and respect" gang, ahha, memories.

And finally, they left and i had tuition ):

I love God. I love mom. I love family. I love my friends.

I love my click6 girls. I love Vicki-su. I love my best friends. I love nuggerzz. I love chopstickz. I love the hss clique.

A lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot!
I love life.

2008-08-17T01:40:00.004+08:00

Well, i just arrived home about one hour ago and i had a great night. Dinner at Sha Villa with Miranda, Sherman, Anthony, Danny and Anthony kwek to support Sherman's friend since he's working there. The place was...A bit too formal. And us showing up in jeans and t-shirt; not so pleasing but we didn't know what to turn up with. At first, it felt really awkward.

When the food arrived, there was this extremely awkward and disturbing silence, i even felt like leaving the place. Then suddenly Sherman went maaaad.

Sherman: Okay, i'll just it however i like it.
Me: Mhmm!
*rips bread with fork and knife*
Me: OMG.
Danny: Haha!

We stayed for about two hours and made our way to Suntec City cos anthony wanted to try out the new atm machines. He was literally jumping up and down due to pure excitement and i sometimes wonder why i hang out with these kind of people.

Hahahahha, kiddinggggggg! I still like you don't worry.

Then, Dianto joined us but danny left and we walked all the way to Clark Quay as we chat and contemplated if we should get ourselves turkish ice creams. I actually wanted Hokkaido ice cream but never got it :(
We even wanted to try out the Bungy someday! Which obviously, will be after O levels and if we're lucky enough, after prelims. But we saw people riding the bungy and suddenly we felt so excited for them and the adrenaline rush came like crazy.

I miss all the sec 4s, it's so hard to go out with them for just one day, 12 hours, cos they're all mugging. Like mad. MAD!

Cabbed home with Miranda and i watched Olympics. I can't help it. I got too bored.

2008-08-13T18:28:00.002+08:00

I stood for half an hour inside the staff room while listening to Mrs Tan and Kar Yee talk about some maths stuff and my feet hurts so badly and i was desperate to grab hold of Mr Mak's table (and chair) but it wouldn't look nice considering that i have no reasons or whatsoever to be in that position. So much for the moral support for Kar Yee!!

But after all, i think Mrs Tan is cool :D

Not being sarcastic in a way but really, i think she's extremely nice and patient, probably second best from Mrs Cheryl Goh.

Wooooops. Anyway, i'm so relieved that today's biology test is the second last test for the term, i so needed a break from tests cos i've been studying like SHIT. I can officially announce my science textbooks and TYS as my second or third or fourth bible.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE PRIVATE! OMG OMG OMG OMG!

That was totally out of the blue but anyway, i think i'm going to start revising for finals for one or a few simplest reasons like trying to not get kicked out of class and not being promoted to 4/1 but worse is, not being able to get promoted to sec4 express because the school handbook says you have to at least have 3 "O" level passes and from the results that i had from Mid years, i doubt i can still stay in express cos i flunked 5 out of 8 subjects. And the three passes are like, border line passes.

I still wonder why i'm in 3/1.

I thought yesterday, during PE lessons, sitting beside Clarissa doing nothing but just chat, was cool :D

2008-08-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was super duper fun :D Went over to Mrs Ang's house for cozy gathering. Vicki, Clarissa and Marcus wee all turned up. We had steamboat, which was yummy by the way, and gossiped as we all ate. I am pretty much updated with all the news from the lower secondary to the upper secondary to the staffs in our school. After which, we played Wii, DDR, the annoyingly stupid rayman rabbit game (which was the funnest) and creating the worst and the most disgusting Mii ever.

Those kind that has "three" moles.

But sadly the character got deleted :( So i guess Katherine's one is still the ugliest, hahaha. Sorry. I don't know why i can NEVER get the first for the stupid rabbit game. ALWAYS GETTING BRONZE IF NOT TOILET PAPER. Damn sad but aye, beginners. I like the "classroom" game and the "cinema" game the most. I kept thinking that someday somehow i might throw paper balls at Mr Chan and accuse somebody else.

Like Jeremy Chan.

Oh, speaking of JC! I have a picture of him from last week! Super funny, i swear!

He was supposedly to be kicked out of class but i guess he bargained with Miss Chan.

TYPICAL.

Linus got lonely :(

"What the heck are you doing?!"
Checking out hot girls since he couldn't flirt with Linus anymore.

But then there were no hot girls from the other classes who were going to the toilet. Soooooo...
No Linus + No got chicks = Suicidal.

On Friday, Kar Yee and I went for our first Jap class and i think the sensei finds us weird.

Teacher: How are you today?
KY: Ie, genki ja arimasen. (i'm not okay)
Teacher: WHAT HAPPENED?
whole class: HAHAHAHA.
me: -.- zzzz.

I think Tenrikyo is super duper grand. At the end of each semester, they'll hold this graduation night at some hotel for graduating students and awards (which comes in the form of medals or trophies, not like pencil refill or torch without batteries. i know, ntss damn selfish) will be given for the best behaved student etc.

WALAO, BETTER THAN NTSS PROM!

So sad, so sad. And omg, KY, we must must must get the honours award! I cannot stand to lose face in front of my 25-30++ year old classmates!

2008-08-07T20:36:00.005+08:00

[edited]
Hi. I've just woken up from my 6 hours slumber(since about 11) and i feel sooooo sooooo sooooo sick. I felt stupid today cos i went to school and almost died on the bus and once i stepped into the school compound i went like, "urghhh, noooooo. cannot.take.it.any.more." And so with the support from Kar Yee and Mr Poon (note: support!!), i cabbed home and waited an hour for the doctor.

I'm glad that i took leave from school today cos i managed to runaway from the 7 periods worth of lessons with Chan Chan and of course, my Chemistry Salt test. But at the same time i'm so frustrated cos i spent the whole night studying everything about salts and helping jenny revise for her SPA Chem and i felt that all of this went down the drain.

That aside, i thought i had a good school day yesterday :D I think i love where i'm sitting in class cos i'm with the goofy people who doesn't care if you score an A or F or zero for a stupid test and they're always there for a good laugh.

Jeremy Chan: "I like Indocafe. The Best. Because it's from Indo......nesia."

In the midst of a catfight with Linus.
JC: "Don't mess with the Boobsqueezer!!!" *does the hand action and it's so freaking funny.*

Math Class.
Me: Do you even understand a word she says?
Varshini: No.
Me: How to do this question?
Varshini: (speaks in mandarin) Zhe ke?....Wo bu zhi dao.
Me: O.O OMG HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Clique6 outing tomorrow and then classes from 1830 to 2030. I wonder how i can survive.

I just found out that there were a lot of absentees today!

Me: How's the test?
Varshini: Hard. They ask questions like how to make sodium chloride.
Me: EASY WHAT!
Varshini: I was shocked. A lot of absentees today.
Me: WHO.
Varshini: Weiru, Cuiling, Kunkit You.
Me: Typical.

TYPICAL TYPICAL TYPICAL.
AND THEY DARE CALL ME A PONTENG STAR?!?! Who are the ones who pon school huh huh huh?!

2008-08-04T16:37:00.003+08:00

These past two days were amazing, the best days i've ever had so far this year. It was, obviously, a blast. Everything was just amazing. The artists, the bands, the crew and not to mention, the whole crowd, which definitely made this the best experience i've ever had. Last night, i went completely hysterical and was almost close to tears when Jason Mraz was playing. I was such a big fan and seeing him perform was a die for. It was a surprise that he played my favourite song, "Live High" which i had already memorised the lyrics while others obviously haven't and i was making a fool out of myself when i sang the song alone. But it was great and i enjoyed myself. Everyone was just dancing along while waving their arms about. I'd have to say, Jason is some freaking cool entertainer which i absolutely love. Not only are his songs great, but personality-wise too. What i like about him is that all of his songs are not all about sex, drugs and breakups.
And omg Panic! at the Disco, which was initially an indie band, totally rocked out the whole evening though the fucked up mike wasn't working. But still, the hardcore fans still sang the whole song since they knew the lyrics and they probably could sing the whole song backwards.
Stacie Orrico was hot hot hot!!! One republic was good too, but i'm not a really die hard fan so yeah. PCD was even hotter, but i was right at the back and not able to catch a glimpse of their dance moves :(((

Alicia Keys took the night away as we all danced and sang throughout the whole night till the morning.

I forgot to mention something really funny that happened in the crowd. A girl got too hyper and crazy she unhooked her bra and threw it all around O.O And as we were right at the front waiting for Jason Mraz, the guards offered free Fiji and kept throwing bottles to the crowd and i was one of the unfortunate ones who didn't get any. The crowd got so crazy, the guards had not choice but to pour water on us with a water gun and pass plastic cups of water in case anyone needs water badly.

Funny thing was that there was this guy who managed to got onto the cup but i snatched it away from him. And then when bottles of Fiji were passed around, i snatched it away from his very hands and he went "EH!!!!", hahahahahah so funny i swear!!!!

Then finally when he managed to get some water (like, finally), he turned around with the unfinished drink and said, "you thirsty right? you want some more?" HAHAHAH!

And now, all that you've been waiting for, pictures.....

DAY ONE

DEAREST

Hot, right? Love his tattoos.

CROWNED KING

MELANIE SUBONO

She's an Indonesian :D

That's her husband.

This guy, who was in front of me, was freaking irritating i swear!

MEELE

Rick, the muscles.

They were probably one of the indie bands i like best :D

SIMPLE PLAN

When they were performing "Shut Up" and "Jump", i jumped like super duper high, not bothering on whose feet i stepped on cos it was soooo much fun :D

DAY TWO

STACIE ORRICO

She's freaking hot yeah?!

JAMIE SCOTT

PANIC! AT THE DISCO

ONE REPUBLIC

JASOOOOOONNNN MRRRAAAAZZZZ!!!!!!!!!

He was the most awesome, the best entertainer, the best performance. I love him love him love him love him and i'm glad we were right in front. Last night, Jason said that whatever little things that screw up our lives, we all have to leave it all behind because it was time for us to unwind and have the craziest fun we'll ever have. I felt invincible and my mind went completely blank and the worries were all gone as we all sang this verse;

"Every little thing~
It's gonna be alright....~
Oh, every little thing,

It's gonna be alright...~"

And suddenly, those people who stood in front of me, blocking my view, didn't matter anymore because i was having so much fun and so were the other people.

He sang my favourite song and everyone's favourite song "I'm yours". But i felt disappointed when he skipped "You and I Both". But still, it was gooooood :D

PCD

Sorry, only one picture but a gazillion videos of them and too bad i'm too lazy to upload it on TUBEME. HAHA!

ALICIAAAAA KEEEYYYYSSSSS!!!!
God, "My Boo" was great great great and it was awesome awesome awesome.
Everyone wanted an encore and soon enough, she came out again and sang "No one".

I'd have to say, she's got the biggest band, the biggest backup performance and of course, the longest performance which was all great!

This morning, when we were shifting bands and classes, Miss Peh came up to me and asked "How was Singfest? Enjoyed yourself?" I was surprised that she knew cos she saw me yesterday as we were entering the park and we stood in front of the class for about a short while just talking and it felt weird. Haha.

I've got lots to do now and there's Physics test tomorrow which obviously, is gonna be difficult considering i haven't been spending much time studying. It's gonna be a loooooong night and i know i haven't been sleeping well (slept for only 3 hours today and still managed to survive in school!), but it doesn't matter because...

Every little thing....It's gonna be okay...

Singfest08. I've been there, seen it, experienced it, enjoyed it and i love it.

2008-08-03T11:10:00.006+08:00

After last night, i've finally mastered the arts of not being in the middle of the "circle" where rowdy girls and guys would dance and sing and push and shove people about when the band's playing their favourite genres of music. It's either i stand far far away from the stage of stand right in front where the securities are.

I am proud of myself cos i made it out alive when i was in the middle of the stampede.

But all in all, the concert was a blast especially when there's Melee, Simple Plan, Crowned King etc. Though there were moments where i felt stupid and embarrassed cos i didn't make the effort to memorise their lyrics. The least favourite band so far from last night was Lost Profit and New Found Glory, where the whole crowd got into full stampede mode and almost cost Cindy's bag and maybe, my life. Hahaha.

Yeah well, it was that bad. Thank God i'm not asthmatic.

If i can still make it out alive tonight, and am completely healthy to be in school tomorrow, i can officially call myself invincible.

*did you see me on channel 5 news? or were you just too psyched about mtv awards malaysia? :D*

2008-08-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

After watching Prom night, visiting Labrodor park and its tunnels and of course, the Kranji war cemetry, i have an awful feeling that something might come and haunt me at night. Especially when you know...it's the...hungry ghost festival (though i half believe that it's not true but what are the odds?)....

There's Biology class tomorrow. Should i go or not?

"Yes. There's no reason for me to skip."
"No. It's 8 in the morning, like HELLO 8AM?!"
"Yes. It's Mr Chan and if i don't go i'll probably be dead."
"Don't be such a scary-cat! It's not like i haven't done anything like this before!"
"But..but..but.. It's BIO! Plus my grades are getting from bad to worse."
"I'll be too damn tired to be pumped and high for singfest!"
"There's always time for work and play."
"Not like i care about work."
"I'm a 3/1 student. Please, it's time i behave like one."

But i haven't done any of my worksheet!
I think maybe it's time i steal one of those dilemma box from Jenny which Leslie helped to steal some for her in the DNT room.

I'm tired. And god knows what will happen tomorrow.

2008-07-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

I don't have a single early day :(

At about 2 plus, when we were having our biology lesson, Varshini and I got sooooo restless, we did stupid insane crazy things like plucking each other's hair and eyebrows and did this mini and painful experiment to demonstrate the venous blood flow in the forearm. Varshini tied her upper arm with a rubber band and then Mr Chan came to us to say that it wasn't tight enough so we used more rubber bands and her arm went completely red.

And then my favourite part; pressing onto the vein and then sliding my fingers back and forth as Varshini squirmed. Mr Chan laughed at us. I swear. I saw it in my own eyes. Then we got so bored and high and started to pluck each other's hair and eyebrows and started counting who plucked the most and declared that person as the winner.

I love my best friend. :D And of, of course, i'm the winner. :D

And i did the same to Kar Yee and i won again. 11 strands of eyebrows at one go. I am that psychotic.

I played captain's ball with the 3/4 girls today during PE and it was surprisingly fun. They thought that i was a spy, snooping around to take advantage and somehow help the 3/1 girls.

Oh pleeeeeaaaaaassseeeeeeeeee.

I don't even know if they can even make it to the first round.

2008-07-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

Remember i've once said that i hate travelling around on buses especially servie 33 because i keep seeing weird and funny people and i just hate it? Now, my abhorrence on such encounter had grown from bad to worse.

I saw a gay couple. Like, real gays. AND I MEAN IT!

They were literally making out in front of other people and in public and i know the guys from my school couldn't help but stare and kept laughing at them. Hysterical. Disgusting. I've seen gays and lesbians virtually but today i was this close and actually saw them in real life. In less than like, 2 metres away from me.

MAKING OUT? GET A ROOM, PLEASE. Seeing couples making out in lifts, escalators, exits, and anywhere else already disgusts me. What more of a gay couple.

Okay, so i've already seen creepy creatures on the bus, "serial killers" with dagger eyes, people who would not stop staring and people who literally live on the bus because they ate or laid down to sleep like the seats were some kind of Koil mattress(trust me they're not comfortable). But the gay couple was WOW, it actually made me feel nauseous and i kinda barfed and tasted bile inside my mouth. But on the other hand, though i was pretty enticed to take out my handy camera phone and start snapping pictures, i resisted cos i think it's rude and maybe they should deserve some respect.

But making out in public is unforgivable.

I feel like being single for the rest of my life and never, ever going to find a boyfriend.

2008-07-24T18:46:00.003+08:00

I was glad that i had not hoped onto the same bus as Kar Yee this morning. But nevertheless, bus rides are the usual routine one has to take almost everyday, with the exception of you car owners, and i hate hate hate it. Worse of all, i saw a bug.

A huge roach-like bug that almost crept onto my shoe.

Groooooossssssssss. And i inched my way closer and closer to the doorway and almost slipped and feel when the bus halted. And the bug was greeeeeen. Can you imagine a roach-like creature being green? Ewwwww.

I'm sooooo hooked on PRIVATE, i simply cannot put the book down. Ah, will beg Clarissa for it's sequel.

This is bad. I have amath, physics and chemistry test to study for and i'm here reading private.

But, it's a goooooood read. :D

2008-07-22T16:39:00.008+08:00

Apart from feeling happy that i passed my first attempt on my 2.4 run today, i am also very relieved that i would not need to see the teacher i dislike most in school for a whole week. Already, NTSS is such a brighter place. But anyway, thank you Zoelmo and Estelle for making the 2.4 run achievable. I was on the verge of giving up, no wait, i had already given up, when Zoe started pushing me from behind, even though she had completed her run. And of course, Estelle who sprinted with me on my last lap, if i were to stroll alone i would definitely not make it.

So, yeah.

Biology was a screw up. Screw Biology. I'm starting to detest Biology and like Physics, i don't know why. The teacher kept giving extra time for us to finish up our papers and that, i felt, was unfair to me. Not being competitive or any of that sort, i was just wishing for the time to pass as quickly as possible because all of the questions to me was half the time, not so endeavoring. For the whole hour, or slightly a bit more, i was drowning myself in self-pity and whined so hard when the teacher allowed us extra time.

I know i should have studied harder.

But, please la, everyone who knows me would understand why there are times i've accomplished that much, and times where i don't put in any effort at all. By the way, i was pretty amused yesterday when Linus said, " I don't understand how Caroline does it, skipping classes without getting punished at all".

I have bad influence in 2/1.

Hence, my bad habit. I mean, seriously, what kind of 2/1 students from last year's batch had never attempted to skip school, pretended to be sick, bought or had gotten free MCs from clinics and worse of all (esp. for the girls), made up excuses on our monthly menstrual period just to skip pe when we seemed like we had all the energy to laugh and make stupid jokes in class? Hmmm, i wonder...

Believe me, i know a few people who still do that.

I am no exception. When you have a whole pile of Physics ~~homework~~ shit to handle, late dismissals and Saturday morning classes, it seemed like the weekends are so far away or never coming. When it's Sunday i'll be like, "Omg, it's Sunday", and before i know it, poof Mondays are back again. I definitely miss my 1305 and 1340 schooldays where lessons in class is the time for you to either sleep in class or socialize with friends.

2008-07-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

I really like Varshini a lot. I really don't know what would happen if one of us is gone, kicked out of 3/1, i'm sure the both of us would have great difficulties and all cos it seemed like everyone in class assume that we're the loners and the only friends that we have is each other.

Dorks.

As we all are. Anyway, i think Ryzal rocked he whole concert we had today in school. He can sure dance, although he had a mini accident with Li Ting last year. He tried to pull a stunt in front of everybody last year but accidentally hurt Li Ting on the nose(it bled) and it was so funny, i swear, hahahaha. Even Mrs Cheryl Goh couldn't help but laugh haha heh. Omg, how nostalgic and sad. I need someone or anyone to make jokes with me in class and somehow brighten up my day cos i cannot seem to laugh in class. Though i wouldn't deny i come from a weird class. Yesterday, when we had free period for english, the whole class was split into cliques and groups and i happen to be the one stoning with Jeremy and Linus and we called ourselves the looser group cos we weren't doing anything but watching people do funny things like playing with an open umbrella(lucky i did not hear them sing the umbrella rihana song), hearing boys talk about dota, and runscape(what the hell), and gaying.

Oh i have good news :D I PASS AMATH, WHAT THE HELL, HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Not just a pass, in fact an A, i'm so happy i might as well cry to my tuition teacher now.

Tears of joy, tsk, tears of joy.

Anyhooooo, i've decided to have a picture post today :D But but but (there are always buts after good news), most of the pictures are from last year's(though there are some taken this year) but i've decided to re-post them again cos a) i think they are damn cute, b) all the pictures are mostly candid, c) they're all pretty admirable and memorable. Aw, memories :D

Very comical, i like :D But...got... ewwwwww.

I think Kelvan's really cool with Photoshop.

:D

Tomorrow's saturday and ironically, i feel like staying at home for the whole day and do nothing but be totally inclined to Kathy Reichs. And hopefully, i'll feel this sense of urgeness to catch up on Chemistry. I'm behaving like what i should be behaving since semester 1. Ha. Ha.

2008-07-17T17:45:00.007+08:00

Have you realized that my posts are getting shorter and shorter as the day goes by? Some people really missed my very, extremely long posts. Me too, actually. I just can't wonder why i was such a good blogger then than i am now. So anyway, i will try to make my posts as long as possible, and since i haven't been blogging for a few days, here goes.

Lessons are the same old boring stale sickening blood-vomitting routine every student has to face from 6am to 3pm. I hate bus rides from my house to school, if you haven't known, i just hate it. Hate hate hate hate it and i really don't know why. It's nauseating and tiring, because the good seats (in fact, all of the seats!) are all taken my old people who take service 33 to their workplace/school.

Ayeeee.

I have more than 5 tests this week and i'm so happy we're all nearing to the end of this week (and nearing to th end of the year) albeit there are still a lot of tests next week. It's okay, i just want to get over and done with whatever i can as soon as possible. I cannot wait for the O levels to come...and end, but that's in more than a years time so maybe i shall just cherish and learn to appreciate my secondary school life and friends (or maybe use the precious time for revision) before i go to college.

OH OH OH OH I PASS MY PHYSICS TEST, DAMNIT. For the first time in my secondary three year! Omg, i know i'm a looser but from a F9 to a B3, you might wanna think again.

I was a point less to getting an A2. Holycowz :(

BUT, SERIOUSLY?!

I am so proud of myself i'm going to sing the "Peaches" song wherever i go, even in school or during my tests or even when katherine's around me and i know she's gonna kick my ass if i do that cos she hates the song, a lot.

I should post it to Imeem, if not multiply, so everybody could download it and we'll all be "Peaches" fans and the food company that sells peach would benefit from me.
Okay, that was lame.

Oh yeah, if you haven't seen me for the last few months (especially those from hss-ntss clique), you would've probably thought that i had my braces removed already. Well, i haven't. I know you're as excited as i am but no, my braces would be sticking around for a while, two weeks or more and then it's byebye braces and hello retainers. I'm so excited and i so cannot wait to get my braces removed! But but but, on the contrary, i'm gonna miss those metallic things cos they're my only excuse to skip lessons whenever i feel bored in school :( So, yeah...

I'm gonna miss my braces.

Oh, and by the way, i don't really abhor 3/1 as much as i did last time. That's simply because i've made myself learn to be detached and nonchalant on the unimportant things. Just now, i saw a girl, who was so engrossed in gossiping about well, normal bitchy stuff, that she whispered to her friend (cos it's so secretive, everyone would die to know) and stared at me with dagger eyes. I can't really blame the person, cos that's what she always does. No, really. And i'm not sure if she was talking about me (the friend took second glances at me after the person talked to her), but maybe, it might be true. But seriously, if there's anything that i did or any part of me that offended other people (which i obviously didn't cos i don't know many people in class), that person could've just at least tell me in the face instead of going around the bush. If people have issues, they could at least confront me instead of blabbering things out.

They just don't know how my temper goes. Everyone from e1/1`06 would know. Right......?

And there you go, my very extremely long and random A to Z post.Already, i felt so accomplished.

2008-07-14T20:11:00.003+08:00

Weird and funny people whom i don't know are adding me on friendster. I tried deleting people under my friends but gave up halfway cos it's too many.

Funny i never had Mr Chan as my friend on friendster. Oh wait, i rejected the friend request.

Bet: You know what i realise? Your teacher is called Chan Leong Tek right? If you cancel the Leong, it'll be like, Chang Tek (cantik=pretty). you get the sarcasm.

Well, there's a lot she doesn't know about my teacher and yes, i think he's damn ~~handsome~~ pretty.

Anyway, the class had Mr Wahab as a cme teacher and all they talk about ( mr wahab and the guys) was porn.

-.-
kun kit: we want porn.
mr wahab: there's nothing interesting about porn. you either do it or watch it.
Sick.

Moving on, i think this week's gonna be a mess since i have 5 tests in a week and most of them fall on friday. I have no idea where to start on my revision.
School ends at 12 tomorrow. Clique outing. Dental appointment(removing braces soon!). Town. Lunch. And above all, no lessons with the teacher i dislike most :D

2008-07-13T19:26:00.002+08:00

Stale life makes me wanna close down my blog completely.
Don't even think about picture post, i barely use my camera these days.

2008-07-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

I never knew the guy i had a crush on was freaking old. I thought he'd be like, 19 or something. Turns out he's twice my age. Hahhaa, i love the movie new york minute.

2008-07-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

It was about a week or so when Miss Caroline Chan asked the whole class to do a quickwrite on "20 things you could do with a box of toothpicks". I had my brilliant ideas, but obviously my resourcefulness was not noticed since she hadn't marked my quickwrite.

20 things i would ~~not~~ do with a box of toothpicks.

1. I would use it to garnish sandwiches to make them bacteria-free when i put it in my mouth.

2. I would use it to pick up bite-sized food for hygiene purposes.

3. I would use it to make puzzle games for bored kids.

4. I would play with the puzzle games cos i'm bored.

5. I would use it to poke other people's pimples cos using they're hands to poke it is less hygienic.

6. I would use it to make an art piece with glue and paper.

7. I can count my days with it since i was not given a paper and a pen.

8. I can use the box to keep small things.

9. I can use the toothpicks and the box to make an ant shelter since they're so many ants inside my room and i'd rather prefer them to station at one shelter than to scatter around my food, my books, EVERYTHING.

10. I can just stare at it cos i'm running out of ideas.

11. I can use it to measure things!

12. I can use them for my DNT project to earn creativity skills.

13. But then i figured out that i don't take DNT as a subject so maybe i'll use it for art.

14. I can use the toothpicks to pin something up, like a piece of paper to a softboard.

15. I can use it to point at people.

16. I CAN GIVE IT TO KARYEE SO THAT SHE CAN PICK SEAWEEDS THAT GOT STUCK BETWEEN HER TEETH.

17. ...And other people who have braces.

18. I can use the toothpicks to burst balloons to scare kids away!

19. After which, use the toothpicks and offer those scared kids who ran away just to make them feel better.

20. I can finally keep it inside my bag since it's so handy (i like :D) and do anything that i've listed in 1-19 whenever i'm bored.

You guys should really do this. It took me 2 periods to get 20 points done.

2008-07-08T18:29:00.003+08:00

Today was some kinda miracle that everybody wishes to have especially on the first day of a school week. It rained (heavy downpour!!!) during the second period and Farah and I were so happy and we celebrated our joyous moment in chinese class cos we wouldn't(at least i wouldn't) have to run for 2.4. Like, what are the chances of getting a rainy day during a 2.4 run?

Omg, i swear the sound of the rain, signaled salvation.

And....Mr Chan was not in school today and i was soooooo happy cos we skipped 3 periods with him today!

3 FREAKING PERIODS!!!!! :DDDD

After school, Kar yee and i cabbed down to the Cathay for cheap sushi and made our way down to TP to pay for our JLPT fees. The teacher was very nice :) He even remembered us and i can't wait for our first lesson!

Anyway, in Physics class, it suddenly hit me that what other people say or do that disgusts me doesn't matter anymore. Why? Cos i can't be freaking bothered and i cannot allow these stupid, inappropriate, little things affect me. I'm too fly to be upset and depressed by nonsensical people who hate the world. The problem with the few people whom i know is that they're smart, but not wise.

Which i think it's completely pointless and disgraceful.

2008-07-03T18:07:00.003+08:00

It was such a short day in school, but it seemed like i went through a lot of hell today. Just when i got comfortable with almost everything around me and started seeing hope that i could somehow blend into the background, people had to push me down and cripple me into million bits and pieces- hands down. I'm exhausted and my existence is of absolute mundanity. I want a way out of this sickening, humdrum, blood-vomitting routine but i'm too tired to do anything, even to let out a "sigh".

Those "ginger-bread, blueberry french toast, lining up for Kok Keong/Germain's tao suan" cooking days, and the feeling that we might just die cos we've been exploited into a "photo-copying machine" by our biology teacher is long gone. Now, i have to put up with the worst of the worst. Am i unlucky, or unlucky?

But, it gets better each day cos each day brings me closer to being away from here. Away from New Town Secondary.

2008-07-01T18:05:00.002+08:00

I was so glad to hear that there was no 2.4 running.
Though i came to school, very prepared for it!
Lessons in school was obviously boring.
Who loves going to school for lessons anyway?
I absolutely abhor it.
Moving on...
Kar Yee and i went to town to have a quick lunch and got ourselves caps.
After which, we made our way to Tenrikyo to send in our applications for the courses there.
Was happy to find out that the teachers there were very friendly and nice ^^
The classrooms made me feel so....
I don't know what's the word and i can't really explain it.
But it really made me feel so elated, excited and it's so japan (duh).
I don't know why i'm typing my entry this way.
I just feel like pushing the "enter" button as much as a i can.
I know, i'm silly and random like that.

Hahahahahahahahhahahaha!

2008-06-28T20:22:00.003+08:00

Hello, my new chinese name is called Yang Chee Ming.

We shared a "mix-n-match" ben and jerry and had gio gio cheeseballs after breakfast @ ikea. And after which, Kar Yee and i went around the whole of city hall( well, almost). I realised that when Kar Yee messaged me "i'm reaching soon", it isn't so soon. If you know what i mean. There were people who came up to me to ask for donations and i had to turn down to every single one of them and i looked like this evil bitch who wouldn't spare a thought to the needy people and children who couldn't pay they're school fees.

And then, i had sushi again for dinner :O

There's a funny story behind this picture :D

I'm really tired and sleepy right now cos i didn't get much sleep last night (i'm so deprived) and we all had biology lessons this morning which was such a total bore *yawns*.

2008-06-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

My tuition teacher was being so paranoid and kiasu, she insisted we should have tuition at night cos she just wants to be faster than what my teachers taught me in school. And of course, just in case i got made to stand in front of the whole class, completely lost and looking like a complete idiot who doesn't know how to do a simply chemistry neutralisation question. How considerate.

After school, i went to town with Aijia for a quick lunch date and we gorged ourselves with sashimi, sushi and shishyamo (which i don't understand how aijia eats so much of those tiny things). Oh yeah, my mummy's coming to Sg on the 4th and yay i'm so happy and Ms Lee's happy too cos she's getting free brownies from her.

Anyhoooo, i have homework to do and it's really a lot! And i really meant, a lot. Extra lessons tomorrow (it's a saturday, omg), what the heck, i know my teacher doesn't accept MCs so i might as well just skip it the next time when i'm out with my mom and friends, haha.

2008-06-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

My mind's slowly being annihilated by the fact that i'm dismissed from class at 3pm almost every single day. And that there are extra classes on Saturdays (SATURDAYS!!!!) and it's bye bye to late Friday nights and breakfast at 12 noon. And today, i had to tolerate myself to sitting myself in class for about 6 periods with the teacher i dislike most but life's never fair anyway. Well, the bright side is, i have cool chinese lesssons 4 times a week and i'm so happy i wouldn't need to hear Ms Ding Chao's screaming ever again. I like my new teacher, she's cool, but the thought of her leaving this school by the end of this term isn't so cool anymore.

So, after school, i went around town miserably alone. Went for my dental appointment and after which i headed down to Taka's talking hall and got myself cute notebooks i intend to bring to school starting from tomorrow onwards. It's time i pick up a pen and list down my new semester resolutions. And write down notes from the board instead of depending on my eye power and memorising skills!

Random chats i had with Ms Lee today during tuition;
Me: There's this girl from Tanglin special school, and she asked for my friend's number. My friend go so scared, her ran away.
Ms Lee: Who's your friend?
Me: .....
Ms Lee: OH, SHOULD BE MARTIN RIGHT!
Me: How you know Martin?!
Ms Lee: My favourite ex-student la!

I can't believe how small this world really is. I cannot wait for July to come cos Martin's coming over to Sg for a short trip and in October, Michelle and Stephen are coming back here too.

But most of all, i cannot wait for 2008 to end, and get over and done with 2009 and O lvls in a flashflash and officially graduate from the school i somehow dislike :D

Amaths test tomorrow. Gotta re-study the mye papers before i go completely berserk.

2008-06-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

Imagine 1,200 riders going around the streets of London, completely naked and totally baked under the Sun doing nothing but cycling or skating. Now i find London an eccentric place, haha, i so totally wanna go there :D

(not because of the bike event, oh please...)

Last Sunday, we bid a bitter farewell to our beloved Michelle and Stephen. Vera and i were surprised to accidentally bump into Jenny and Cindy at the airport and we had a sad reunion at the departure hall. That day, i realised that the few people who mattered most to me in this world are my childhood friends, especially Vera and Michelle.

Me: I'm gonna miss them.
Vera: Yeah, me too. But they'll be coming soon.

Vera, October's not soon :(

2008-06-20T11:59:00.002+08:00

I tell you what. I hate hate hate to always have to start a new post and i hate cheesy openings like "today was a sunny day and we went to blablabla to get blablabla and blablabla". Whatever. So in any case, i'll just dump all the pictures i took today with Vera and Michelle and i'll just briefly describe what we did today as you go along to this post.

We went to Far East, but before that, i had to pee, so we stopped by Hyatt to pee. I know, what the freak, right?

There were people who stared at us while we posed for the camera. Moving on............

I bought a top and an elmo pouch which i would show you later at the end of this post and i was so happy that i didn't purchase a 40 bucks tote cos i had more money for sushi.

Sushi @ the Cathay.

This was when all of us cracked up a horrible joke about Indo's president and i think we were kinda mean. However, it was totally unintentional.

Vera: Eh, what's our president's full name ah? I only know him as SBY. Susilo Bambang something.
Me: YUDHONO.
Vera: Huh? You-don't-know?
Me: Yeap, Yudhono.
Vera: Yah, i said i don't know. That's why i'm asking.
Michelle: YUDHONO! NOT YOU DON'T KNOW!
Vera: *confused* Huh?
Me: The name is Yudhono!
Vera: *still not getting a thing*
Michelle: *laughs hysterically*

However, i would have to say, i'm ashamed. Cos i told them that it was "Yudhono" when it's actually "Yudhoyono".

I feel like laughing at myself now. *chuckles*

After which, we headed to Cineleisure and did what most girls love to do; neoprints.

And we went window-shopping. *yawns*
And eventually, we went home :D (like, finally).

I love bus rides + double-decker buses + back seats :D

The Elmo pouch i bought.

Okay, I didn't exactly went home. I went over to Michelle's and then they all came over to my place until about 12am. Hah.

I had one of those japanese bite-sized chocolate burgers and the ginger bread cookies from Australia which Michelle bought was yummy.

People sometimes ask why i'm always(or most of the time) on the right side of every picture. Well, somehow all shutter buttons are on the right side of every camera so i had no choice but to stay on the left side while posing for the camera cos i happen to be the only one with a camera and i would do anything not to risk the chances of letting someone drop my camera while we're taking pictures.

Ah, i hate turning in late at 3 am every night but somehow my body got the whole timing thing wrong. I wonder how i'll turn up to school on Monday. Anyway, study date tomorrow.

2008-06-20T00:41:00.004+08:00

We finally had our class party today (technically yesterday). It was kinda of a failed one but ah well. There wasn't a full attendance, a lot of people were missed out. Anyways, pictures i promised.

Anyway, i did remember something funny that happened today.

Vicki: eh, kun kit's taller than me now.
Me: i know. he was as tall as me in the beginning of the year. Eh, Kun kit! You grew taller!
Kun kit: Of course la.
Katherine: Got more pimples growing on your face!
Kun kit: *stares at katherine, crushes paper cup in his hands*.

Although it wasn't really that funny, still, i liked his expression, hahaha. Oh yeah, Katherine got pushed down to the pool, i guess Kun Kit payed his revenge.

Somehow, i really liked the way i took these pictures of Katherine. Haha, i love my cool camera.

Headed home at about 2100+, but reached home at about 2200 although Lucinda's house was only a bus stop away from mine -.- I had to wait for Kar Yee to get a cab! I'm so pumped cos tomorrow I'm hanging out with Vera and Michelle. She's here (finally), and we're gonna have our usual "B.S" outing. :D Oh, where the heck is Cindy.

2008-06-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

Hello. I know i haven't been posting, sorry. Especially posts with pictures, so sorry. I'll do that tomorrow, i promise (i have a whole chunk of pictures to be uploaded soon.) Anyway, there'll be a class party tomorrow and i can't wait to get pushed down to the pool :D

Anyways, Cindy made me do this 99 questions quiz so here goes.

1.What's the connection between you with the last person that called you?
-> KATHERINE; my good friend who has HATES my favourite song "Peaches" by The President of The United States Of America.

2.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
-> No, not really, haha! It doesn't bother me, though, if it's on all the time. It's on silent mode so it doesn't trouble me when some drunkard calls me in the middle of the night.

3.What happened at 10.00AM today?
-> ASLEEP, DUH!

4.When did you last cry?
-> Erm, i guess....Yesterday? LOL! I was reading a book and it touched me.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter? -> Peanut butter and jelly sandwich!! All-time fav!

6.What do you want in your life right now?
-> Nothing, really. I like what i have now and it doesn't bother me if i don't have what others have.

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or do you just put up your hood?
-> I don't usually carry umbrellas, my friends hate this cos i'll always have to borrow and never return, haha! I don't really use my hoodie, so my last resort is to stay indoors.

8.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-> EVERYTHING THAT ALREADY IS ON MY BED! HAHA! 5-10 stuffed animals/toys, two bolsters, a pillow, a huge blanky; and it all occupies about 3/4 of the space.

9.What bottom are you wearing now?
-> PJ's pants!!! With polka dots, like it? ^^

10.What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
-> Oh, that's right, i forgot to check my inbox!

11.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
-> Maybe, but for a good reason.

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-> Nu-uh.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
-> Kungfu panda, omg right, i know.

14.What are you proud of?
-> Definitely not my MYE results. I don't know, actually. I haven't been doing anything productive these days. Oh wait, perhaps for the fact that i've completed my Chem/Phy/Bio tys? Although not all, it's still a miracle that i've actually done some exercises.

15.What does the oldest text in your inbox say?
-> "thanks poooooooooodle :D you're muchmuchmuch loved. with 5 hugs and 2sloppy kisses, clarissa." THAT, was reaaaaaallllyyyyy long ago.

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
-> I can't remember!

17.Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
-> [Omg, like you've had no idea what my friends call me] Carol, Oline, Lin, Caroleen(hate it), HYENA, Squirtle, Turtle, Rol etc etc.

18.What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
-> "OK", from Mbak, HAHAHAHAHHAAH!

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
-> 3 am JKT time, 4 am SG time.

20.Are you currently happy?
-> Yes! I get the whole room to myself today! Plus, there's a party tomorrow at Lucinda's AND OMG FREE YUMMY FOOD. I'm actually more of excited.

21.Who gives you best advices?
-> My mom. And some of my best or close friends, only a handful of people.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-> I H-A-T-E whipped cream. Not because it's fattening, it just tastes weird and yuck!

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-> VERA POON NEH NEH! [hello, where ever you are, i miss you]

24.Is anything bugging you right now?
-> Yeah, there are ants around the room.

25.What/Who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
-> Katherine. I was on the phone with her a few hours ago. She made a joke about naming a clique "tuh tuh kue". Sorry, inside joke.

26.Do you wear toe socks?
-> No.

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-> -.- katherine.

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
-> -.- yes.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
-> A lot actually. Self centered, arrogant, selfish, inconsiderate etc etc; you know, the bad stuff...

30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
-> Right now? No.

31.Have you ever donw coccaine?
-> No! I don't even drink! [okay, i stopped drinking]

32.What is the colour of your room?
-> In Singapore; pale green. In Indo; MAROON! :D

33.Would you kill someone for a billion dollar?
-> I won't even sleep with someone for a billion dollars, please.

34.Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-> If i understood whatever that means.

35.Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-> My guessing? JENNY!

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
-> My Mom.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-> I think so. Maybe a lot of people. In public.

38.Do you have a life?
-> Socially, physically, emotionally, spiritually; yes, i'm pretty much alive.

39.Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
-> I thought Yves Saint Laurent died... and he really did O.O

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
-> I don't have a profile song, at least not now. But my last one was probably because it's catchy and i like it.

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
-> My long-lost primary school friend. I can't remember his name. Was it Adriel or Andre? Or is that two completely different person? I don't know.

42. Last time you smiled?
-> Seconds ago? Okay, no. I'm actually laughing right now after watching Chick VS Dick clip. The cinnamon challenge was a wow.

43.Have you changed this year?
-> I got sloppier.

44.What are you listening to right now?
-> The clock's ticking.

45.Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
-> Lucinda and Katherine. On msn, about the party.

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-> OMG, PLEASE. [what kinda qns is this] I walk with my eyes half open when i just woke up.

47.Is there a quote you live by?
-> Yeap, definitely. A goofy friend of mine told me to "live your life to the fullest cos you might never know when you're gonna die". It was from Leslie, LOL! Pretty cliche, but it's so true.

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
-> LOL, yeap! :D

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
-> The Recorder? LOL! Does that even count? Oh oh, the Triangle! Gives a ting ting sound, hahaha. I'm thinking of learning how to play a guitar.

50.What was the worst idea you've had this week?
-> Not do my homework and skip school entirely this June.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00PM?
-> Reading the book that made me cry.

52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
-> Yeap!

53.What song describes your love life?
-> Omg, i don't know.

54.Do the person knows you like him/her?
-> I'm not crushing on some right now! :)

55.Who always makes you laugh?
-> Actually, everybody. Or maybe i laugh at everybody.

56.Do you speak another language other than English?
-> Broken Chinese, Indonesian language[ not malay, twit], and i'm taking jap classes next semester.

57.Are you blonde?
-> Never in my whole entire life and i hope it stays this way.

58.What's your middle name?
-> Robert. People actually mistaken "Robert" as my last name and "Rebekah" as my middle name. My last name is actually "Lee".

59.What are you doing tomorrow?
-> PARTAAAAAYYYYYEEEEEE!!!! :D

60.What do you think you are like?
-> Just me?

61.Who will you choose to die with?
-> With God.

62.Where have you been today?
-> Indo, airport, singapore, home :D

63.What game do you play often?
-> My Tamagotchi, hahahahahhahahahahahah!

64.What are you missing right now?
-> Food.

65.If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
-> Friends :D

66.What are you doing right now?
->TSK.

67.Which primary school were you from?
-> Haig Girls' School, Gan Eng Seng Primary.

68.Name 3 colours that you like.
-> Red, Pink, Yellow.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
-> My craziness. Everyone who knows me would understand.

70.What is life to you?
-> The greatest blessing.

71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-> Ask for advice, solve it, get over it.

72.Who did you last chat with in MSN?
-> Lucinda.

73.Who do you admire most?
-> A lot of people.

74.Which month are you born in?
-> First, January. :)

75.How are you feeling right now?
-> "I wanna get this done and over with and sleep!! God.. Still have 20+ more questions to go!! -___-" <- That was Cindy's answer and omg, i wanna sleep too!!

76.What is the time now?
-> 0110.

77.Where are you now?
-> My room. My bed's calling out to me.

78.What colour did you use to dye your hair?
-> I didn't dye my hair.

79.Why are you doing this test?
-> Cos i was bored an hour ago and Cindy tagged me.

80.What do you do when you're moody?
-> Calm down, try to cheer myself up i guess. I'm not the kinda person who'll turn to chocs and carbs.

81.At which age do you wish to get married?
-> Above 23, less that 30.

82.Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
-> Friends. I don't have a boyfriend.

83.Do you think you have confidence?
-> In what way? Many ways, yes.

84.Who is the person you trust the most?
-> My family, and my best friends.

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-> I saw one yesterday.

86.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-> Have the Earth saved!

87.What is your goal for this year?
-> Erm, be able to be in 4e1?

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
-> I don't think so, kinda dumb. OMG I'M SOOOO TIRED!

89. What feeling do you love most?
-> Contentment, excitement, all the happy things.

90.Do you really think it's global warming now?
-> I can feel it now.

91.What feeling you hate the most?
-> Sadness, duh.

92.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-> YEAH!

93.Do you believe in God?
-> Uh huh.

94.Who cares for you the most?
-> parents?

95.do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-> God.

96.What'll you bring when you fight?
-> Myself. I want to sleep now.

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-> A disappointment to somebody, anybody.

98.What would you feel when no one no longer cares for you?
-> Like i might was well just die.

99.What if your stead two-timed you?
-> Hurt, heartbroken, angry, maybe i'll change my mind on the billion dollars qn. I might kill him for $. Haha.

Requird to tag 10 people to do this.
1. Kinder bueno.
2. Meiji.
3. Yam Yam.
4. Pocky.
5. Indofood.
6. Nestle.
7. Cadbury.
8. Dars.
9. Nissan.
10. Campbell.

I'm getting hungry.

2008-05-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hey. Check out my L1R4. I don't even need to think of L1R5. I bet nursing won't even take me when i get this kind of results for O levels. Hahaha, what the freak. I've never done this badly in my whole secondary school life. EVER. But hey, at least i PASSED.

I'm happily watching Drake and Josh now. Mummy's coming tomorrow. I'm so happy :D See you in a month's time! :D

2008-05-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

[edited]
I was wrong! David Cook won this season's AI. :D

During English lesson today;
me: why is it that all of my class work aren't even complete?
linus: erm, it's because you're always sleeping in class.
me: -.-

New semseter resolutions: not to sleep in class. I had trouble completing and filing all of my worksheets, i swear. AI's playing on Star World for the second time already, and then it'll be playing again on Channel 5. Hahaha, i'm so glad David Cook won. David A.'s so cute, especially when he was with Cook to see the Love/spiritual guru and he actually caught the shaving cream which was on Cook's face. Gross. I like David Cook. A lot. Except the part when he always, always, ALWAYS have to show off his belly when he's singing.

2008-05-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

My mom's coming here to Singapore and the next few days and two days later, we'll be off to Jakarta and i'm pretty excited. Imagine all the Indo food i could eat, lol. I've got lots of filing to do and my worksheet exercises suddenly went missing after he mid year exams, which is funny cos i remembered vividly i placed them neatly on my file. Or maybe i just trashed it somewhere out of frustration. So, anyway, this afternoon, i went completely hysterical when there was a shortage of food at home and resorted to eating 4 slices of white bread plus chocolate rice, what the heck, i know. AI's playing on Star World now. I'm routing for David Cook, but why do i get the feeling that David Archuleta would win? There was this David A.-crazy girl who held out a banner which said "be my date 4 prom" or something like that and omg, i laughed so hard.

This Saturday, i'm gonna bring mummy to Jalan Saga Merah and but the best cupcakes i've ever tasted so far. And i realise something today, after sampling a few of Jenny's and Quan's cupcakes, i can definitely tell they cannot bake.

P.S okay, i'm pretty sure David A would win this season's AI.

2008-05-17T21:04:00.002+08:00

Went to town with bestie aka hyena number 1 and did a little bit of shopping. Okay, actually not a little, but a lot, i got so broke. Great Singapore sale starts today, i think. I was pretty enticed to enter every single shop which had posters that said they were having sale. But, i was such a looser, i exited every shop disappointed cos i bought stuff that weren't even on sale. What the freak.

Had pretzels and we got so tired and restless, we sat on the floor to eat and camwhore and chat, people were staring at us but who cares anyway? I've got this sudden urge to drink, i don't know why. This feeling comes and goes. Oh shit, i feel like going down to 7 eleven to get something alcoholic already.

But you know what, i just checked the refrigerator and there's a bottle of malibu, half full. And since nobody's at home right now, maybe i should have it all to myself and when everybody comes home, they'll be aghast to see how wasted i am and probably, yucky vomit on the bathroom floor! Ahahhahahaa.

But before the drinking marathon (which goes along with AI's season marathon on star mobile, not sure if it's still showing), i should upload some pictures i've taken today.

When the salesgirl from FOX found out we were using their mirror to take pictures, i left the store saying; "thanks for the mirror, bye". And i was so shocked and appalled, i had no idea what i just said.

The "Jenny Anita Kusuma" face.

On second thoughts, maybe i shouldn't drink now since i'll be off for service tomorrow and i'm sure i need to at least appear decent. Not chickening out, i actually called Cindy of she wanted to drink with me downstairs on monday! :D Ahahaha, i love post-exam days.